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well i went to see him before he went and i'm just going to be friends with him , i love him but i think i'd be better off with out him...thank you all for making me see he's truly just a drunk.

haha well i guess you all are right i will hold off with "doing the do" lol and i think that it could have been more than most things his eating disorder thing.

well i hope it's not me i'll have to ask him..

oh no i couldn't tell this to the they'd flip out ground me for life they would be soooo mad and they probably wouldn't let me see him ever again...

he is anorexic AND bulimic, i guess but he does have some bulk.....

we've been together for about a year... yeah we always say i love you to each other, and he should be confurtable with himself he's 93lbs anorexic/bulimic, he's frikin skinny!!

i dont see any one because i was never this crazy when i didnt know him so no ones really noticed.... i dont know what came over me but i do drink since i've met him but every moment i cant stop thinking about him its driving me mad i would kill my self for him, i love him with a passtion and he broke my hart.. i was going to send him a pm but ya know what i forgot he was in the hospital. i hope he doesn't hate me and i just got word when he gets out of the hospital he is going to go to jail... i want to go see him before he goes do you think that would be a good idea well i know when i see him i will cry... i miss him so frikin much!!!!!!!

YEAH thats right!!! oh one thing my boyfriend is not gay no way no no no! thats not even a posobility! no might i say agian nononononononoo................................no

Last night my boyfriend now ex b/f came to my house, well first I herd some one banging on the door {thank god no one was home} I rushed to the door when I opened it he was standing there… and right then and there he collapsed on the floor.. {At this point I was freaking out} I brought him inside and he was bleeding!! And he had one eye slightly open and the other closed, he looked so cute he was a blue ish Wight color pal lips he was panting as he did he squeaked, I started to ask him questions I was crying and probably yelling I don't know. He was drunk he had been drinking all night {this was around 12:00 or 1:00} he told me he never wanted to see me again and he hates me. And he might be going to jail because he had position of drugs and he stole and crashed his uncle's car. He yelled at me witch obviously made me cry more, there was blood all over the floor. I went and call 911 … and they came with an ambulance and he got mad at e for calling.. Then he passed out and they took him away.. He had a breathing mask and every thing they asked me questions. Oh it was horrible. When they left I was so depressed that I went into the kitchen and drank so much rum, licker, alcohol, I couldn't talk, then I cut myself {I am not a cutter} I cried myself to sleep and today I've still been crying for about 4 hours. I feel sick my head hurts and I think I'm going to die. Omg my life is a living HELL!!

i guess all you're posts are true i might be to yong.. but i should do what i want even though it might not be the best thing to do.. my boy friend has no prob with making out... but if he's not ready {i will ask him} then we could wait a while...but its kinda hard cuz he's just sooo frikin hot, he's my hotie and i want his bode!

yes he had a relation with someone before me.. he's my age.. maybe he's not ready, do you think me and him are kinda yong!?

what?

i mean like fooling around... no i didn't really ask him, but he does sorta look like he's shy when i talk about it..

every time i want to get Intimate with my boyfriend.. he turns me down... i dont know why.. i think he might not like me. he just says no or moves away from me or turns his head.. is there some thing wrong with me or him, help! Bloody-

he doesn't tell anyone because he wants to die he doesn't care about his uncel killing him he says it'd probably be for the best if he did kill him...