desertnomad Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 he lived about 30 minutes from me or so Link to comment
LONESOUL Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 Did you ever get to meet William in person Desert? Link to comment
LONESOUL Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 Oh thats really sweet. I know you miss him very much. It will get better, with time, but right now just be good to yourself. Link to comment
desertnomad Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 his truck was abandoned? what happened? Link to comment
desertnomad Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 oh Im really sorry didnt know if that was confirmed Link to comment
LONESOUL Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 Wow, he drew that. Thats really awesome. I hate that Bill did nto feel strong enough to hang out and see what happened. I wish he had. But we must get through this, together. Link to comment
LONESOUL Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 Maybe, but you can't question yourself about these things Brit, you just can't. He just didn't think he could handle the pain any longer I guess. You must celebrate your friend, and give yourself time to grieve and heal. We are here for you, I know it must be hard, but you can get through it. Honor him by doing what he would want you to do, keep fighting. Link to comment
LONESOUL Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 Well you don't need to deciede right now Brit... Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 Hi y'all sorry I've been sleeping off the hangover all day. Britnus I know how awful it is to miss someone like you miss Bill, its never easy......... PS - And i love his Avatar....... Link to comment
Portage Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 I love his avatar too!! He was a very articulate guy. I read all his posts. Link to comment
Rainz Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 I've been keeping tabs of this thread but not posting. I was so sad to read of William's passing. I remember his posts being so full of warmth, very articulate and I felt like I could feel the weight of his pain when reading his posts. Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 18, 2006 Share Posted December 18, 2006 Hi Rainz, yes the way he wrote his feelings, you could hear and feel the pain, I agree.... Link to comment
Biffy Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 Hello lovelies, How we all doing out there today? Haven't heard from John and Camber in a while, hope they're doing ok. I went out again last night and had a brilliant one, got chatted up twice and eveyrthing. I went to this French restaurant where you eat in the dark last night, it was fantastic - run by blind folks. You have a "surprise menu" so you don't even know what you're eating. Fantastic night out. And just for the record, I was chatted up AFTER we ate and were once again in a lit room. Link to comment
Biffy Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 2 different ladies did! It was very flattering but they didn't interest me too much and to be honest I don't have much to offer anyone right now emotionally and I've never been one for casual relationships or one night stands. I had a couple of dates with a nice girl recently but I shan't be seeing her again. I need to lavish more time and attention on my favourite person... me! Link to comment
Biffy Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 Self-confidence is the easiest and the hardest thing to achieve. When my ex dumped me I felt absolutely worthless... really, I was pathetic! But I started to do things to improve myself - physically, mentally and emotionally and doing things that I enjoy and I've really turned a corner now. I'm oozing self-confidence more than I ever have. I know how awesome I am and people are very lucky to have me in their life. I know that sounds egotistical but it isn't I just really value myself. Sure I still get down as I loved my ex completely but the period of time that I stay down is getting less and less and when I feel better again I feel BETTER AND BETTER each time. Link to comment
desertnomad Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 I could use some of that confidence you have there Z Link to comment
Biffy Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 What are you doing to increase yours desert? You working out, eating properly, reading, buying yourself a super-cool stud-muffin leather jacket? Clearly you're a very nice guy desert, does that in itself not give you confidence? Link to comment
LONESOUL Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 Morning everone, I'm worried about John, no one has heard anything. Newcomers, Rainz, welcome...glad you decieded to join us. I have budget meetings all day today, I'll check back in later if I can. Camber, I got the PM and will resond when I can, Hope you are having a better day! Link to comment
desertnomad Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 No it doesnt because I always seem to screw things up in relationships. Not that I am all to blame. I wont cheat or lie or anything else extreme like abuse. But I end up saying things I regret and then I cant get over blaming myself. Which is a real confidence buster. I do work out and have bulked up some. Trying for a better job position also. I just cant get over that hump that someone I actually loved to death (despite my numerous mistakes) and told her so everyday would just leave like that Link to comment
desertnomad Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 Yeah it does make sense brit. I am pretty good at critiquing and judging myself so I know where your coming from. What I have noticed is that not all confident people are really confident or secure with who they are. They just know how to socialize or be extroverted. You may really know yourself much more than others know themselves. Link to comment
desertnomad Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 yeah I just dont know how to get over blaming myself, like I am blaming myself for losing her. The one person I never wanted to lose and thought that all the time. Link to comment
desertnomad Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 Yep you have to be true to yourself. I am impressed. Link to comment
desertnomad Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 Yep, it does totally. I dont like phony people and sometimes think those people are phony. If thats the way someone is great. If they are real. I have a friend whos a complete extrovert and over the top in every word. But thats really who he is all the time. Its not an act. Link to comment
Biffy Posted December 19, 2006 Share Posted December 19, 2006 I'm not extroverted at all, just self-assured. I hate attention-seekers, people that feel validated by others' approval etc. The empty can rattles the most. Link to comment
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