sara-pezzini Posted November 1, 2017 Share Posted November 1, 2017 Was scheduled for brain surgery tomorrow morning to remove part of a tumor. Tumor cause me many problems, most important of all trigeminal neuralgia which has gotten too bad now.... so many meds plus morphine.... this is no life but the pain i can't live with.... So remove tumor was the plan. Risky scary plan with a big chance of lasting damage... Was in the hospitalc today, got checked in, got my Iv And then the doctor comes in and tells me it won't happen because they have no room at the ICU tomorrow and i need to stay in the ICU because of the risk.... We had to go home again and I'm totally crushed.. Was prepared for it mentally and physically and then this blow..... In January the same thing happened with an MVD surgery, but at that time i was still home when they cancelled. Now i was there with an IV.... Brother is coming over from Sweden again next week and like in January, for nothing! I'm so upset! Boyfriend just left, he came over after work to be here for a while but now I'm alone and I'm crying so i just come on here because i can't sleep now..... Link to comment
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