RainyCoast Posted March 21, 2017 Author Share Posted March 21, 2017 wondering if i even need to go through the bother. telling myself stuff like three coats of teflon would fix it. or duct tape. got the other one's number. nervous cause i soon have to go to a place that triggers me. thinking i might want to go see it now, there aren't likely to be any people there now, it's dark and empty and i could take my dog. maybe if i face it alone first it'll be easier when there's the added stress of unpleasant and triggering persons. i'm not going to relax until i've done it and said there, that wasn't so bad, i'm still alive. it's a short walk from me. i'm going to do it. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 21, 2017 Author Share Posted March 21, 2017 i did it. it wasn't so bad, i'm still alive. in fact, i am perfectly calm. i expected panic. didn't even take pooch as he was napping. am upping to a full dose of the antidepressant tonight. this should become even easier. i'm fed up with my fears. go me. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 21, 2017 Author Share Posted March 21, 2017 btw those wall squats BURN! love it. i am going to feel those tomorrow. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 22, 2017 Author Share Posted March 22, 2017 btw those wall squats BURN! love it. i am going to feel those tomorrow. yup. i'm feeling them. didn't know i had muscle in so many places. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 22, 2017 Author Share Posted March 22, 2017 i should just not comment on the threads about wives supposedly neglecting their husbands for furthering their careers. you'd think the woman spends 22 hours at the office while the husband is changing nappies at home (and why not. if the other way around is acceptable so is this), but nope, these women are doing nothing with their jobs that a man wouldn't be expected to do without there even being a debate about it. neglecting the husband. for a week long seminar or regular office hours. you've gotta be kidding me man. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 23, 2017 Author Share Posted March 23, 2017 oh boy. i have been warned about this side-effect but didn't experience it on the previous half a dose. in fact, i'm relatively unbothered with side effects that i was sure nothing mentionable would come up even on the full dose. well, i'm getting sudden mini moments of pure st00pid. okay, not st00pid, but unexplained forgetfulness, not like the usual forgetfulness. i had actually gotten A LOT better with my memory so i hope these new episodes of brain vacuum go away soon. i had to forward a note to our team and i left the original senders name in ( it went sth like hello from MissSumpinSumpin and i left it in). looked kinda odd, apparently it wasn't evident the name was there because it was forwarded, even though i greeted everyone personally above the original message but didn't actually include my name because ya know, they can see it's coming from my inbox, right?? i assumed...it's not email, it's our internal messaging service... welll a few were confused about who was sending it. i followed by a brief sorry guys, i forwarded from that person but of course this is Coast R. no biggy but i also forgot to plug in my devices last night. i went to charge them, apparently plugged them into the socket, but the morning revealed i forgot to plug in the other end into the devices. not one device. two. third i forgot to charge entirely. i think the batteries will hold but how i plugged in one end of the cable and just left without plugging in the other is unclear to me. i am trying to remember my movements and all and i could've sworn i did everything...i even thought to myself yesterday wow look at my focus and acumen today lol. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 25, 2017 Author Share Posted March 25, 2017 last night i was scratching my dog's tummy until he fell asleep and that had me thinking about the first people who domesticated animals, the first canine to go belly up and the first human who thought that needs petting...and thought of all the wolves, foxes, dingoes, coyotes and other undomesticated furries who will never know the joys of belly rubs. i don't doubt they're happier undomesticated of course, i just think...i mean...belly rubs...belly rubs are great...every furry should know what a belly rub feels like. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 26, 2017 Author Share Posted March 26, 2017 Man's first friend?? ] growing up my folks used to warn me about a ravine near our house as wolves lived there. i didn't get why we should be afraid of them they looked all cute, like our dog. pretty sure when wolves appeared near the first settlements someone must have thought "it's so fluffy i'm gonna die!" lol. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 27, 2017 Author Share Posted March 27, 2017 so sleepy since upping the dosage. weird. i was alert on half a dose. yesterday i ended up dozing off in the late pm. it's not even lunch time yet now and i can't wait to go home and nap. i hope this goes away soon. not doing what it initially did for the depression either. needs time. seems like 8 weeks is an awful long time to wait. i'm so tired it's annoying. i went to get a second coffee (ugh, i was quitting. i don't want to go back to multiple cups to counter this side effect) and for a second there as i held a teaspoon of sugar i couldn't remember where the sugar goes. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 27, 2017 Author Share Posted March 27, 2017 stay awake woman, stay awake. thank god i'm not driving home today. sweet jesus this coffee is good. Link to comment
Scoe141 Posted March 27, 2017 Share Posted March 27, 2017 stay awake woman, stay awake. thank god i'm not driving home today. sweet jesus this coffee is good. What kind of coffee??? I didn't have my coffee maker at work last night, so I had to improvise using a styrofoam cup with a couple holes on the bottom, and my best guestimation! Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 27, 2017 Author Share Posted March 27, 2017 it was just regular black coffee but i felt like it touched my soul lol. though i had palpitations after. i think since cutting down, the second cup has become too much. i'm going to remember the cup hack, i never thought of that. did it taste okay? Link to comment
Scoe141 Posted March 27, 2017 Share Posted March 27, 2017 It did actually! I poked three holes on the bottom of the cup (using a plastic stirrer). Then I added a filter (I had one). I had the grounds pre-measured, so I figured I would need about 8oz of coffee (which equates to roughly 250g of water). We have a hot water machine, so I filled up a cup and slowly added it to the grounds. The styrofoam didn't get too hot, so I was able to hold onto it while I added the water. I know it seems like a lot of work, but in a pinch it worked out really well. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 27, 2017 Author Share Posted March 27, 2017 necessity. the mother of invention. that sounds like a brilliant hack. i probably would've just attempted to snort it. Link to comment
Scoe141 Posted March 27, 2017 Share Posted March 27, 2017 I should have learned not to read your messages while eating... Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 27, 2017 Author Share Posted March 27, 2017 just pick it up. five seconds rule. no germ dare break that rule lol. Link to comment
Capricorn3 Posted March 27, 2017 Share Posted March 27, 2017 GAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!! ](*,) (Sorry. Just had to decompress somewhere.) Carry on. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 27, 2017 Author Share Posted March 27, 2017 LOL cap!!! i was thinking the same!! what is it today. Link to comment
Capricorn3 Posted March 28, 2017 Share Posted March 28, 2017 I swear I am about to explode!! What is wrong with people!!!!!!!!!!! GAH!!!! I'm packing my bags and moving to some other planet where there is nothing, nothing, nothing. No humans. Bliss. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 28, 2017 Author Share Posted March 28, 2017 build a pillow fort. it helps. Link to comment
Capricorn3 Posted March 28, 2017 Share Posted March 28, 2017 lol. I think I am losing my mind today. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 28, 2017 Author Share Posted March 28, 2017 look up the "am i pregnate" youtube vid. i laughed so hard. Link to comment
Jibralta Posted March 28, 2017 Share Posted March 28, 2017 how is prangent formed? I'm crying. Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted March 28, 2017 Author Share Posted March 28, 2017 how is prangent formed? I'm crying. "pregaNANANAgnat"!!! it's getting pregnant with batman! Link to comment
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