last chance that I'll give myself... or us... your comments needed

[duke nukem]

The job is landscaping, Mes! Long days but not bad when you're out on a job. Plus it's good exercise. And I feel the same way Mes. Well, in a sense. I don't like to be stuck doing the same thing over and over again, I want new stuff. Probably a reason for quitting my job at McDonald's a few years back. Haha!

[mesmerized]

The job is landscaping, Mes!

 

I'm not entirely sure what landscaping is but congratulations anyway.

[pippy longstocking]

dukey that is the mother ship calling me home type of job ....fabulous ..

 

 

mes my darling landscaping is gardening but on a bigger and more proffesional level than gardening ..best way I can think to give you an idea...

 

and hey ..check out your pic ....omg ... you damned handsome pole

[mesmerized]

hey,

 

well... I guess that's it... my EX is going to Spain to teach English there... I suppose that's the end of the story. There's a very high chance that she'll find a boyfriend there and stay in Spain forever.

[pippy longstocking]

hey darling

 

look ....the needed and end from her ..youwhee torn what your next move would be ..

 

leaving her in china ..you moving on ..no health care etc etc you where stuck in a hell of incertainty..

 

 

now the decision has been taken away ...anna has made her choice ..in essence she has set you free mes.

 

I KNOW THAT IS NOT WHAT YOU WANTED

 

and I am so sorry mes that she has decided to move on ..

[mesmerized]

well, I guess it doesn't matter anymore since I've made up my mind anyway.

 

ps. hope u got my message.

[pippy longstocking]

I did mes and I loved the passage ..

 

I am sorry I am late in replying ..I don't want you to be in any more pain ..but I don't want that for you either , but I

understand all at the same time darling ...

 

sometimes mes I wish I could get you from china and plonk you in my garden so I can keep an eye on you ..

[pippy longstocking]

morning mes ...

 

car boot day ...

 

hope your ok darling x

[mesmerized]

grab some booze and listen to The Doors folks

[pippy longstocking]

hey mes ...how ya doing my lovely pole ?

 

dys if your about , hope your feeling more positive

 

 

carus and dukey , hope your both good as well ..

 

right that's all of ya ...

[duke nukem]

Well Mes she may, but it's just as likely she doesn't. Heck it could be you that will find some lucky lady at your next stop!

 

And then it will be "Anna whom?"

[mesmerized]

Well Mes she may, but it's just as likely she doesn't. Heck it could be you that will find some lucky lady at your next stop!

 

And then it will be "Anna whom?"

 

Thanks Duke. Hope for something better is exactly what I need. However, I'm not sure where this odd feeling comes from but sometimes I feel like maybe I'm some weird type of single man who isn't meant to get married? Maybe I have too many shortcomings?

 

On a brighter note I'm taking up additional responsibilities, i.e. I'm going to work for one of the biggest state-owned construction engineering companies in China... they want me to have a look at their documents and participate in creating bidding offers... it's going to be a part time job in the mornings (I have classes in the afternoons) but I'm a bit uneasy 'cause... my English isn't good enough to deal with technical language.. but I couldn't take such an offer down since it might be a great chance to have sth new in my CV

[pippy longstocking]

Thanks Duke. Hope for something better is exactly what I need. However, I'm not sure where this odd feeling comes from but sometimes I feel like maybe I'm some weird type of single man who isn't meant to get married? Maybe I have too many shortcomings?

 

On a brighter note I'm taking up additional responsibilities, i.e. I'm going to work for one of the biggest state-owned construction engineering companies in China... they want me to have a look at their documents and participate in creating bidding offers... it's going to be a part time job in the mornings (I have classes in the afternoons) but I'm a bit uneasy 'cause... my English isn't good enough to deal with technical language.. but I couldn't take such an offer down since it might be a great chance to have sth new in my CV

 

that's fantastic mes..omg well done you ..

 

I am very very happy for you xx

[mesmerized]

Thanks Star!

 

I'm just damn scared if my English will be good enough for them... My accent isn't perfect and sometimes my sentences end up in a dead alley.

[pippy longstocking]

mes don't you worry ..I am sure it is good enough

 

you probably speak it better than me ...

[duke nukem]

Mes, plenty of people who speak English as their native tongue end up in a dead alley when they speak. You'll be fine

[mesmerized]

Thanks guys.

 

Is there any way I can get rid of this feeling that maybe I'm some weird type of a single man who isn't meant to be in a long-lasting relationship? Maybe I have too many shortcomings?

[pippy longstocking]

Thanks guys.

 

Is there any way I can get rid of this feeling that maybe I'm some weird type of a single man who isn't meant to be in a long-lasting relationship? Maybe I have too many shortcomings?

 

by believing us mes .,... we have never met you , all we get in cyber space is personality ..no feelings or physical presence , so believe us when we tell you your not weird , you have no shortcomings ...you are what you are ...and what that is , is a very attractive , funny , intelligent , deep thinking little pole ..

 

you have to accept yourself right now for who you are and believe in you and believe in love .

 

your fab mes .

[mesmerized]

Thanks Star... I appreciate your kind words (even though I can't think so highly of myself)

 

PS. Check your inbox.

[pippy longstocking]

are you just teasing me mes ..

 

there is nothing in my inbox

[mesmerized]

I've just sent it again.

[pippy longstocking]

mes just replied but this time it's your box that is full

you need to delete a few messages ..

[mesmerized]

mes just replied but this time it's your box that is full

you need to delete a few messages ..

 

It's done Star

[duke nukem]

Sometimes messages don't send or they're blank. It's happened to me many a time.

 

 

And Mes, there really is someone for everyone. How do you think those strange creatures of the night get married?

[Divine010]

Thanks Duke. Hope for something better is exactly what I need. However, I'm not sure where this odd feeling comes from but sometimes I feel like maybe I'm some weird type of single man who isn't meant to get married? Maybe I have too many shortcomings?

 

On a brighter note I'm taking up additional responsibilities, i.e. I'm going to work for one of the biggest state-owned construction engineering companies in China... they want me to have a look at their documents and participate in creating bidding offers... it's going to be a part time job in the mornings (I have classes in the afternoons) but I'm a bit uneasy 'cause... my English isn't good enough to deal with technical language.. but I couldn't take such an offer down since it might be a great chance to have sth new in my CV

 

That's Awesome Mez, glad to hear you have anothr job lined up. Don't worry about your english. You express yourself perfectly fine on this site, so you shouldn't have problem bringing that accross verbally.