hblakely Posted April 25, 2010 Share Posted April 25, 2010 Okay, so last night I celebrated my birthday, and let's just say I went downtown to a few bars and had a little too much fun. In other words, I got extremely drunk. Sooo, I go back to my friends house with a few people and we all end up having a 5some.. like i'm talking I was handcuffed to the bed. And one of my guy friends ends up having sex with me while i'm handcuffed with like 7 other people in the room.. I don't remember saying that he could do this. But then again, I was so drunk that I might have and I just don't remember. I am having a really hard time dealing with this. This is so out of my element, as I have only had sex with 4 people in my entire life, 3 of which I was in a relationship with. I feel disgusting, I feel dirty, I'm ashamed of myself and worst of all I'm afraid of this getting out. Also, I don't think the guy used a condom and he was also drunk so I don't know what happened with that either.. I'm basically freaking out. And i don't know what to do. Can someone, anyone please offer me some advice? or share similiar stories? or say anything that might make me feel better? This is awful. Link to comment
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