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[mustard1234]

@ above:

 

damn.

[Sanity]

You know how much I hate liars. Because of your argument with my sis, I had to lie in order to solve it. It is not my fault that you can't control your emotions and choose to jump onto any guy that shows you a little love. I regret everything I did post-BU. I will NEVER break NC.

[northpickle]

I'm worried about you, are you worried about me. Not just through guilt, but genuine concern? So much of this boils down to you and your guilt, you were guilty when we got together and you were guilty about breaking up.

 

And our last contact? I, ME, I was the one that said the "I can change" and begged for a short while. You never said that you could change, admitted that you ever did anything wrong.

 

Throughout our relationship I was the one who was making improvements, changing things. I stopped smoking for 8 weeks, not because you didn't like it but because I wanted to. ME. And as soon as it ended, wham, back on the cigarettes. But I will give them up again, when I'm feeling stronger.

 

What did you change, what did you improve? Nothing. And you know what, that never bothered me, because I love you for who you are, or maybe for what I thought you were.

 

And I also wish you would get out of my head and give me a chance to breathe.

[feenyx]

What went wrong, you ask?

 

It wasn't that you lost respect for me. You never had it in the first place. You disrespect me even now with your emails. Getting me involved in some nasty love triangle while you're in a "dead-end relationship" with the girl you left me for. And I refuse to answer because this is a lesson you must learn yourself. You can't lean on my strength anymore. It's unfair to even think you could reap the benefits of my kindness.

 

I recounted the times you broke my heart. Some incidents you knew of and others I kept to myself because I didn't want to rock the boat. The whole ex-GF situation and how it unnecessarily permeated into our supposed relationship. Knowing that you tried things with her and when I wanted to try things with you, you'd always say you tried it already with her. Breaking up with me all those time just so things were fair with her...going back and forth between us and making me the doormat. The wedding bouquet and how you said "Just because you caught the bouquet doesn't mean that you're getting married to me." My first baseball game and knowing about your sexual emails with your male lover when we were going through a "rough patch". The threesome talks and feeling sexually inadequate all those times. All the Valentines we shared and being disappointed each year because you just refused to be pressured into anything. Not having any written sentiments for my graduation. Never supporting me when my schedule was tough (no meals ready for me, no license to even nap or rest...) The New Years' party where we never kissed. Crying after your best friend teased me because I knew she understood you better than I and that you respected her more than you respected me. Rejecting my gift that I went through so much trouble to get. Not hearing "I love you" for three years. And finally...the girl you invited to that charity event to get cozy with while I was grieving the death of someone dear to me.

 

What makes you think that you're that important to me? That I would drop everything to help you like I used to? That was my mistake. I should've had a tougher spine when I was with you. If I did, we would've ended a lot sooner. I pity you so much right now and that ugliness will only go away when you go away. I want you to disappear from my life, that's why we couldn't stay friends. Don't play the sadness card. You could've stopped me all those moments I packed my bags, when I carried off my stuff. But you know, even then, I had enough. I would've left anyways. You hurt me way too much to have me back broken like this. The whole relationship was about you, focused on you. When I get an arm blown off, I'm expected to brush it off, yet when you get a paper cut I'm expected to tend to your wound for hours on end. I am not your mother. I can't make you feel better about this.

 

4 years means nothing when you've been cheated on. I am not one to recover from that kind of thing. I don't miss you. I don't dream of you. I don't want you because you're a child. You're too scared to look into your own ugliness and admit that you have done so much wrong to me. You sapped enough of my life already. You don't deserve any more.

 

I have pride. I am beautiful, strong, and extraordinary. If you couldn't see that while being with me, that's not my problem. So when you ask what went wrong with us, you should ask yourself what the @#$% is wrong with you?

[Robin2904]

IDK what it is...something in the smell of the air reminds me of you right now. As I looked out my window and just breathed the sweet smell in the air, it sent me back to last year and made my heart ache a little bit. Maybe it's also that your birthday is Sunday and your on my mind. I am okay for the most part, but part of me is miss you right now...

 

I don't like this...

[RitaTrue]

After 31 days of NC, you contacted me. It's funny. In the beginning, I was wondering when you'd try. And thought, throughout the 4 weeks, that since you didnt try, either you didnt care or had moved on very quickly. But then, when I finally manage to forget about it, and basically say eff you, THATS when you message me. Ha.

 

I'm not answering you. The pull you had on me is fading, and I'm glad that I actually have the strength to not answer your messages.

 

In the future, maybe we'll talk. When I'm ready. Ready...and fit

[DailyDreamer]

Today has been rough. All I want to do is disappear in my bed. Things have been so great and then you manage to hurt me in such a way...I'm still in shock from your words last night. At some point, you stabbed me with a knife and then you come around from time to time to give it a good turn. I hope I'll be strong enough to take that knife out and get the hell away. I wish that day would come sooner than I think.

[dream222]

I wish I didn't have to see or talk to him at all, but I do because of work. So it's an almost NC

 

(almost) NC day 1.

 

I am done. I don't need trash in my life

[Cagedfeelings]

All the things I wish I could write about my stupid ex...so glad someone else could write it more elegantly than me.

 

 

 

((hugs to feenyx ))

I hope you feel better soon.

 

Dear Ex,

Why do I even still care? I wish I could squash any desire I have of wanting to see what you're up to. You're a jerk!! You are less than dirt!

You don't deserve any happiness. Sometimes I really wish you would just do everyone a favor by disappearing.

I wish someone would come by and get rid of you for good. You're a * * * * * and you know it but you keep denying it!

Your only logic is, if your penis isn't inside someone, then it's okay for you to do those other inappropriate things with them.

I hope someone comes by and gives you an incurable STD and ruins your life and breaks your heart into a thousand un-fixable pieces.

[Silverbirch]

Thanks for dumping me. I've met somebody so much better. Ciao!

[Melting]

I hate you. You don't deserve me......

[Airbag]

Remember me? CUZ I DON'T REMEMBER YOU!

[northpickle]

The last words I said to you were "I'm not going anywhere" and I squeezed your hand.

 

D'oh!

 

Well, I am going somewhere, I'm getting my life back on track slowly and surely. I genuinely hope you are enjoying the space I am giving you and hope it is making you feel better. But I also kind of hope you are thinking about me and whether it was the right decision.

 

But whatever, I'm leaving that with you, you won't hear a peep out of me

[suzexxx]

I miss you tonight Dan, i'm finding things tough at the moment. I dont want to move to a strange city all alone, i want us to be together and carry on with our plans please come back to me. Every night i wish you'd text me or call, i hope the pain gets better.

[RubyWoo]

I miss you so much tonight, I don't think I can handle this. I can't do anything about it, I can't call you and say I love you. I just feel so desperate and down, please I wish you would remember us and how amazing we were and reach out to me.

[wanttomoveon]

It's been a while since I felt the need to post here, but tonight I am so frustrated with you!

 

Sign the damn house sale contracts and agree the brochure so we can start advertising it!! I want to get our house sold ASAP you idiot and you are holding things up!!!

[Melting]

Why do I only remember the good in you? I only see that person, not the mean, cold person you turned into

[Airbag]

Remember me? CUZ I DON'T REMEMBER YOU!

 

I take back my words LOL. Goddamn I miss you!

[lovelifexoxo]

You know I read these forums and I see people that get the choice to ignore their ex.

 

I get nothing, not one message from you since day 1. This may be a blessing in disguise but it still hurts. You don't even care, and i care so much.

 

i know i don't deserve to feel this way.

[Robin2904]

I wonder if I'll ever hear from you again...its been like 4 months since that last convo. I've been on that social networking site a bit lately, you used to go on there a lot but I haven't seen you on once, and you haven't posted anything since early July. It's kinda like you fell off the earth. I wonder if your okay...but I kinda have a hunch you met someone new and you are so occupied with them that you don't have time to be on there. I have been wondering all these things. Maybe you met someone far away- like that girl you 'dated' who lived in Michigan before we met. Maybe you moved away to be with her... who knows. But obviously you are over me. I will just go with you being with someone new, and tell myself that so It makes it kind of final in a way. With your birthday next week, I admit I have been thinking of you. Although I have no problem not saying happy birthday...

 

I do wonder if I will never hear from you again in my life....I guess I will just have to be okay with that....

[DailyDreamer]

I have no idea if you show me your true self and put a facade on for everyone else or what. What are you doing?!

I see how you post things on her page and she (every so often) leaves you something on yours. I hate Facebook, but deleting you would make things seriously complicated. Stop being such an idiot. You are really going to end up hurting yourself with what you're doing. You're being selfish, not thinking and you turned out to be nothing like what I expected. Currently, you are not a good person and need serious help. Stop making me your only go-to person. I can't handle it. My sleeping habit sucks, I don't eat, I lash out on people who don't deserve it...all because of you. Wake up and see just how much you've hurt me...and how horrible you've been overall.

[Airbag]

Outside I'm masquerading

Inside my hope is fading

Just a clown oh yeah

Since you put me down

My smile is my make up

I wear since my break up with you..

[Love1336]

Here my last message to you.

I am finally happy, and over you.

Even those you do still make my heart skip a beat when we are the job. i am over you.

I surived this break up. I put all my pieces of my heart back together again, and without YOUR HELP.

I am not an empty shell anymore.

I am being treated like a queen in my new relationship.

If i never see your face again, i don't mind.

I accepted what happened to us, and i accepted what has been done and what cannot be changed. I accepted every single thing that went right and wrong.

But please do know.... i love you still, and might never let go of the good times we shared, and what i learned from you. You will always my Alberto.

I hope you are happy too.

[Robin2904]

Here my last message to you.

I am finally happy, and over you.

Even those you do still make my heart skip a beat when we are the job. i am over you.

I surived this break up. I put all my pieces of my heart back together again, and without YOUR HELP.

I am not an empty shell anymore.

I am being treated like a queen in my new relationship.

If i never see your face again, i don't mind.

I accepted what happened to us, and i accepted what has been done and what cannot be changed. I accepted every single thing that went right and wrong.

But please do know.... i love you still, and might never let go of the good times we shared, and what i learned from you. You will always my Alberto.

I hope you are happy too.

 

I am SO happy for you girl! I know how far you have come! That is wonderful!!

 

I hope I can get to that place too....working on it

 

hugs

[Le MX5]

This whole no contact thing with you is helping me a lot. I'm not really affected by the breakup, my mind just likes to remind me. I'm so much happier without you, and I know there's something so much better out there for me. I wish you would understand the meaning of "don't ever talk to me again, I want nothing to do with you", because everytime Mr. Number (app that blocks texts and calls from certain numbers) tells me it blocked a text from you, I want to flip the hell out and tell you to * * * * off.

 

Your best friend told me you broke up with me because you thought that's what I wanted. Do you lack the common sense to talk to me about it, rather than break up with me out of the blue? ?I'm kinda glad you did, because if you didn't, I wouldn't have found out that you were trying to hook up with the kid while we were still going out.

 

We have to see each other every day, but I hope you know, I don't even look in your direction. Sooo, yeah, at least I don't have to hear you * * * * * and moan every time I talk to you.