Hmm, it's probaly been a month since the break up with my old girlfriend sam. We went out for almost a year. We spent so much time together, I never knew a stupid kid like me could ever get a perfect girl like that, or even be that happy. I thought I was doing ok, until probaly about a week ago. I saw her at this battle of the bands thing in town, and ever since then I couldn't stop feeling empty. I've cried to many times now, I am as I write this right now. Every single memory is being replayed in my mind over and over again and I can't even get out of the house anymore, my social life is pretty much gone.... all I do now is sit in my bedroom listening to music and thinking of her. And the worst part is.. is that I am with someone else too. She is away right now so she doesn't know. She's a great girl and I like her too but I just want to move on. Sam is so much better, she probaly doesn't even think of me anymore. I often think of suicide now, she was my everything and it all got tooken away and now I have nothing. My friends are all away so I practicaly have no one to run to right now. I just want this feeling to go away, and never come back.