whats up man. i know EXACTLY how u feel..im 24 now and even at work whn ur trying not to attract attention someone has start in on you then evrytime u see them they cause hell just for giggles...
im not from the USA but i have noticed that people here grow up slower than where im from. its way more complicated than that last sentance, i mean i wish i could stay at home and not deal with people cause in one way or another i will find myself * * * *ed over..
there's no paranoid thinking involved. there are are incredibly crazy amount of people in this world full of evil..
i myself am really passive. i seem to take * * * * from all kinds of people from all walks of life, young or old, any race, gender.. ive only met a few people from thousands that are worthy to trust...even my wife screwed me over..
(that explains why i drink and smoke weed.)
what i hate is the fact that i have to fight these people and stick up for myself which i dont want to do. i dont like being aggresive and dont have to be. but this fuct up world we live in is making me..
i pray alot.. hoping that this a test from god and i i get through it i will live happily ever after... then after a few months of hell (on top of all of lifes real stesses, divorce, death, loss of jobs or no money) you start to think -no god that loves me would ever put a person through this..
sorry bout this long * * * reply dude... but i was the "new guy" at work a few months ago, i caught aloot of * * * * from everyone including bosses.
Man most these dudes are nuts... alot of mental problems.. dont let these fools break u. seriously. chill people like urself are extremly hard to find. the world would die if it were all full of mofo'f.
* * * * i better end this. BACK URSELF! coz no-one else will, u dont have to go crazy.
oh yea dont dwell on stuff so much. dont have to be so giving to be a great person either besides you'd just watching ur own back right.