JacksM13 Posted March 8, 2018 Share Posted March 8, 2018 Ok so this is long but Ill try to shorten this up ad much as possible. In 2016, I met a girl and fell in love. Im gay and she is “straight.” She told me she had feelings for me and we soon began dating. We were together for 5 months. Immediately after me, she was in a new relationship with a guy. 2 months of no contact and she emails me telling me she still loved me. Her and the boyfriend break up and her and I get back together for 11 months. 2 weeks before she broke up with me, she was telling me how in love with me she was. How all she wanted in this world was me. How she fell for me as a person and that she never thought of herself as bi/gay. We were beyond great. Within those 2 weeks, we both suffered a loss, which to her destroyed her and made her question things. She said she needed time which i gave her. She then again immediately starts dating a guy and lied to me about it. I basically told her to eff off even though we have mutual friends we see atleast once a week. Told her to leave me alone and kept my space which she did for a month. Birthday passes and I tell her i dont care if she contacts me and everyday for 2 weeks after, she would text me all throughout the day. We kinda shared a cat, and she would send me videos/pics of the cat. Ive caught her starring at me whenever shes around me. She still tells me she loves me and misses me but again has a boyfriend. And when she tells me that she loves and misses me, i cant take it because i dont know if shes talking platonic or if she still loves me loves me. She even once waited outside for me for over 15 mintues in 15 degree weather just so her and i could walk into our friends apt together which i thought was really odd. I know i can never take her back, but im wondering if it sounds like she still loves me or if im just overthinking things because i still love her deeply. Its been over 3 months and i havent gotten over her. Ive talked to other girls but really have no interest in any of them because i sadly still love my ex. Link to comment
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