DrkHrt Posted March 7, 2017 Share Posted March 7, 2017 So I took a few days to just assess everything (I became a little crazy and realised I was posting thread after thread about the same futile situation) and I don't actually know if 'acceptance' is the right word for how I feel, but I guess I realise he is gone and that I have to leave it at that. The thing is, I am struggling to feel excited about the future now. People say that spending time with family and friends helps, and immersing yourself in activities helps- but I find that these are more distractions for a few hours. The nights are the most difficult- because as soon as I close that bedroom for behind me, I realise that I am alone and there is nowhere to hide from the pain. This particular thread is not one where I am seeking answers, it is more just a way to vent. I have am trying to make an appointment with my doctor to look at therapy options- (although there are no appointments until next week which is a little frustrating). Link to comment
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