pippy longstocking Posted May 10, 2015 Share Posted May 10, 2015 oh darling that ear of yours ..is there anything left that can be done ..it must drive you mad . I can understand the ex still being in love YOU ARE ADORABLE xxx ps ....I havent unfriended you I just deactivated for a while xxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted May 10, 2015 Author Share Posted May 10, 2015 oh darling that ear of yours ..is there anything left that can be done ..it must drive you mad . I can understand the ex still being in love YOU ARE ADORABLE xxx ps ....I havent unfriended you I just deactivated for a while xxxxxxxxxx Nothing, and my gp won't refer me to ent which is stupid Lol adorable? Me? Daft.. Ooo I wondered what happened to you today as o was looking through my friends list lol xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pippy longstocking Posted May 10, 2015 Share Posted May 10, 2015 aww darling ...it needs sorting doesn't it .. AND YES ..ADORABLE xx hehe Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted May 20, 2015 Author Share Posted May 20, 2015 I'm so tired and fed up of my sleep pattern. I best sleep tonight, I have a 13 hour shift tomorrow. Luckily I'm not the driver so I don't have to worry about trying to stay awake for that. Today I need to get my motorbike fixed - chain is loose and apparently my throttle is sticking, which could result in an accident. I have to ride motorbike to mechanic so she best hold up else I'm screwed xD.. Kind of worried about it though, poor girl! I have far too much playing on my mind atm. And my ears, grrr! squelchy and tinitus constantly. No point in going to GP though, get prescribed anti biotics that don't work, and the GP just says it's a new infection, trust me I know my ears, it's the same bloody infection that I had last month, and the month before. I just don't go back each week for more anti biotics because it would cost me a stupid amount of money that I cannot afford, for meds that don't work. I really wish the doctors could just take out my ears, or at least my right ear, I know I wouldn't be able to ride motorbike, but the pain is so extreme at this stage I don't bloody care! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
petite Posted May 20, 2015 Share Posted May 20, 2015 I am sorry to hear about your ear infections, Butters. Would seeing an ear nose and throat specialist help you at all? Is there anything they can do that the GP cannot? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted May 26, 2015 Author Share Posted May 26, 2015 I went to the doctors last week and saw a different doc, she's referring me back to ent, I told her to make sure it wasn't to my old ent doc from when I was a teen because he screwed my ears up.. I don't think anything can be done now though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted May 27, 2015 Author Share Posted May 27, 2015 Keep having nightmares.. Waking up constantly through the night. Which is no good when you're doing sleep ins and then a full day of work. I've got a sleep in tonight, a full day tomorrow, sleep in tomorrow, full day friday, sleep in saturday and morning shifts. argh! I can't wait until my holiday, even though I have to be up early every single day, first day, I have an hour of work after a sleep in, second third forth I have early driving lessons, which is good seeing as my driving test has been changed to an early D: and the friday I've gotta be up early for a festival. Going to be shattered worth it though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted June 4, 2015 Author Share Posted June 4, 2015 I need decent sleep and my tummy ache to bugger off and people to stop getting stuck in my head. I do not have time to think about them! bleh! 2 out of my 4 expenses for the month have been paid... annoyingly the most expensive is the middle of the month but getting through it. gonna be a tight month money wise, but needs must. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted June 8, 2015 Author Share Posted June 8, 2015 What's the point? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted June 14, 2015 Author Share Posted June 14, 2015 Some things are worth fighting to achieve. Other's not so much, trying to make that distinction on what qualifies sucks. Driving test next week, can drive fine, just pretty useless in the car and reading the roads. It's even worse cause in the summer I have more issues with car drivers and it puts me off cars more than in the winter.. I need to drive though. Really need to think about my future and focus again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted June 18, 2015 Author Share Posted June 18, 2015 Passed my driving test for the car today, first attempt was so nervous, felt sick all through. I swear the motorbike test was easier xD, mind you I'd been on the motorbike for close to 8 years when I did the bike test... But yay! I've passed Next on the agenda is obviously do my masters, and I want to do the motorbike advanced riding test - helps with cornering, poor road conditions, getting out of trouble when cagers don't see you or don't care etc. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
petite Posted June 19, 2015 Share Posted June 19, 2015 Congratulations butters!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted June 19, 2015 Author Share Posted June 19, 2015 Thank you hunni! How are you? xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
petite Posted June 19, 2015 Share Posted June 19, 2015 I'm doing really well! So glad things are improving for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted June 21, 2015 Author Share Posted June 21, 2015 Happy Summer Solstice! Longest day of the year Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted July 11, 2015 Author Share Posted July 11, 2015 Going mad. Work, work, no free time to just stop. Argh! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted July 25, 2015 Author Share Posted July 25, 2015 Still no free time xD... And I'm potentially getting a third job, this is gonna be hectic but well worth it as it will help me even further into getting to uni and the career I want to have eventually. just sucks that I'll be on 'basic rate' tax coding so loosing 25% of anything I earn from that job.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted October 7, 2015 Author Share Posted October 7, 2015 Argh!!! Stress. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted March 1, 2016 Author Share Posted March 1, 2016 I cannot keep doing this. Think it's time to move on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted June 3, 2016 Author Share Posted June 3, 2016 Constantly thinking about my boyfriend and how much I love him. I wish I'd been a better girlfriend from the beginning but I did things to make him insecure. I wish he could see how much he means to me and how much I love him. Even if I did scar him in a play fight xD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted July 18, 2016 Author Share Posted July 18, 2016 I am in a very bad place atm trying to sleep and nothings working. Taken a mix I can't really add to. I just want to sleep. I really cannot cope any more now. Flashbacks and paralysed watching feeling it all happening over and over again.seeing a very nasty message. I can't. No more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted November 25, 2016 Author Share Posted November 25, 2016 So sick and tired of my body! Unknown heart issues which lead to my operation being delayed and nearly delayed a second time cause ecg came back totally different three in row.. Have operation and ear is leaking loads and painful. (got packaging in until middle of December) Only painkillers that help gave me severe constipation and really hurt so have stopped them, so in pain grr. And Finally, aunt flow has decided now is prime time for a visit. At least it didn't arrive whilst dealing with initial constipation I guess? Oh plus the whole no sleep or calling asleep before 9pm and waking up at 3am uuuugh. Kill me already. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted December 23, 2016 Author Share Posted December 23, 2016 Why, when I start losing weight, does it always go from my chest first? There's hardly anything there to go makes me feel love staying fat just so my boobs don't shrink to an a cup instead of b Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted August 4, 2017 Author Share Posted August 4, 2017 Well life is amazing atm. My boyfriend and I have been together nearing eight months and are moving in together officially in two weeks. About an hour and a half away from our family and friends, to his dream location, my dream county. So exciting. Anxious about it all as we've had a few things crop up with his carso money is a little tight. But we'll make it work. It's crazy how life has changed. This is the healthiest relationship I've been in. A guy who is fairly confident and social... Thats the big difference from my past unhealthy relationships. I'm so happy to be with this guy. I love him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted August 4, 2017 Share Posted August 4, 2017 That is great to hear Butters! ( it is Vic, btw) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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