iirawrz Posted September 1, 2011 Share Posted September 1, 2011 Hello, I am really in need of some advice... Yesterday morning I was using my bfs laptop, his email was signed in and I found a strange folder with 2 saved emails...one of them was from this girl he plays online games with that I know he used to flirt with so I decided to take a quick look and see what it was- it was 2 dirty pics of her, I was really upset so I decided to take a look at the other email and found that it was pics of one of his exes giving a blow Job to whom I'm guessing was him. Right away I showed him what I found, he said he had forgot the pics were there and they were a year or more old which I had also noticed on the email date , he deleted the pics and deleted the girls off Facebook and said he was sorry because he didn't mean to hurt me. Still Though I feel depressed because he had told me I was the first girl he had completely felt comfortable with sexually and now it seems like maybe he made up that because I had told him that I was a virgin and that my virginity was something very precious to me, I had never slept with anyone before him ... Seeing those pics have made me feel so depressed specially the blow job ones I can't get them out of my head, I have many cultural and some religious values and beliefs on sexuality as well as not such high self esteem so this is really haunting me...I love him so much and seeing him do this things and thinkin abouT him with this Other girls in this way is making me so hurt Link to comment
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