Carus

definitely one of the most weird ones I've ever read!

Coming up to 2 years together...Wow! I guess you really are happier with him.... And for that I guess I should be happy for you..... .......I guess

Hey Kid* Long time follower...first time poster...lol For my ex, she was able to find love instantly..(kinda why she left) For me its been a string of failed dates etc, and yeh after each one I find myself quite upset and feeling old emotions... But everytime we hit the bottom we bounce a little higher.... I admire your strength. Keep walkin' Ever Forward K2* 8)

Ditto^^* Since we never talk or see each other anymore, have a good Xmas/NY hun....wherever you are* 8)

Today I saw somebody...she looked just like you. She walked like you do. I thought it was you. As she turned the corner, I called out your name. I felt so ashamed, when it wasnt you.... You were everything...and everything was you* How can I forget, when each face that I see, brings back memories....of being with you? I just cant go on living life as I do. Comparing each girl to you. Knowing they just wont do. You were everything...and everything was you* Please get out of my head* 8)

Hi Honey* Doing all I can to move on and put you in the past.... Hope you're well.... Love Kalgan*

Today I tied two rocks together, to symbalize our lives and threw them, in the ocean.. Now on that ocean floor they're coasting, til they stop rolling..so far and all so noone will miss them.... To the point that noone would even believe that we existed.. I know that may sound twisted.... But my neglect is killing me, I feel so guilty.... Please, have faith if you feel me.... Though you probably felt blue, and you'll do what you must do. I hope you know, I woulda hand the skies to you... I'm so embarrassed by mankind, to let their weapons shine...so stoopid Do they not know you're about to fly high....away.. (The wings that God will give you one day, I'm not jealous, I just cant take this. From all your words I had to hear, the only thing I ever feared...was this day, and having to say...) While your here, I wanna tell you somthin'....is that I loved you girl...yeh And I wish we could run...into the sun....and never come back* Goodnight Bella*....wherever you are.... K*

I agreed with someone here the other day that true love is not so easily abandonded....And so for the first time in what seems an age, I am glad you left.... I will miss you and what we had for the rest of my days on this planet, god we were good, but I am so glad you left before we got married and had children....Thankyou for that* Also since you left the band, we have gone from strength to strength and are about to release our first CD of great songs inspired by the BU... Funny how things work out sometimes huh? I am still searching for some answers, but I know they will come in time.... Goodbye....again*

I had a good day today...And when I pulled into the garage at home I cried heavily because I miss you so much.....Damn You* I hope you are smiling....wherever you are....

I miss you and I cant even tell you that.... I miss sitting there watching you study. I miss you DJing to me in your lounge room. I miss our adventures together. I miss sharing hotels with you. I miss playing in the band with you. I miss watching you sleep in the sun as I drive us back from the country. I miss leaving you notes and hiding surprises for you around the house. I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough when you needed me to be. I didnt know what to do. My emotions were in turmoil. I knew you were leaving. When we were together we were doing so well. Money was flowing and life was good. Now I struggle to pay the rent.....it upsets me. I guess I'm glad you found love again so quickly. If life is truly better for you and you are happier with him then I am proud of you for having the strength to make the switch... We were so beautiful together and lived in a unique beautiful world.....I cant wait for the pain to fully stop so I can appreciate those memories instead of having to block them out.... I miss you and I cant even tell you that....... ======================================================= Thankyou ENA*....That was cathartic....*

Now I know how deep love can go..... Now I know how deep the pain of losing that love can go..... Thankyou for showing me both.... Of course you're surprised that I still hurt after 14 months....thats true love honey*

I'll take a stab at percentages just based on the 1000000's of forums and posts I've read...: Ex's Reconcilling: 60% Couples then staying together 2nd time around: 10% That is also mainy based on the fact that ex's get back together way too soon and often for the wrong reasons too.... SwingFox had a good point about finding out you're in the 1% Club... When it comes to ex's working out with their rebounds ~ Welcome to my world...lol Stay Up K2*