It seems like there is no hope. Heres the story I had the choice to move to California on an army base with my sister. To whom she married a guy in the army and is stationed in Fort Irwin, California. WHich is in the middle of the Mojave desert. Or move to a small town in New York with my boyfriend of a year. I went to california for a week and liked it a like. But i went to new york with my boyfriend. The problem is that i cant move to cali with him. I would have to break up with him. It just seems like i made a mistake. I dont know if i want to settle down. ANd hes 20 and doesnt like to go out and a have a few drinks. I just feel i wont accomplish anything if im with him. Like college wise. I just dont want to make the biggest mistake of my life, if i decide to stay in new york or move to california. Sorry for how long it is, but it just feels like i cant do anything right. I have the opportunity of a life time to go to cali, but i still love the man im with. Any advice would help!
Thanks
kim