I Have never spoken so publicly before about me. but if anyone knows how I feel or has been in the same situation I would love to hear your advice. So here goes.
I feel in love 8 years ago, got engaged 5 years ago, and was living with my fiancee for 3 years. I never made a good connection with her family because they were so different from anyone i had ever come accross, and when we moved in together they were not supportive - as her parents had just divorced and couldnt be. However we made a go of things with a mortgage and a loan to buy the house and items for it.
Before long our money was running thin and credit was used, so I did 2 jobs to pay for things.
My other half became unhappy with me working so much and started to become ill with worry.
Then she became so ill that she couldnt work, and I had to do 3 jobs, but soon debt escalated.
Recently she had moved in secretly with her mother, however she told her parents that I was the cause of our debts and her illness (lie) and they ALL turned on me. All I did was try and help her.
Now I have been on my own for 2 months and I am very upset and lonely. My friends are all gone, and until I sell the house, I cant stop working!
How do I deal with my ex? How can a prove people wrong? How do I learn to be me again? I dont even know how to talk to people, as I am so scarred by her.
Anyone know what I mean?