treesandbees

Help All People Pass Youth. TIMED

Audioslave - Like A Stone

The Real Life - 3 Doors Down

Hah! Cheaters never change. I grew up with great male role models, obviously what you grew up with skewed your prospective on love and loyalty.

Sia - Elastic heart

@imsuperman.. that's weird but you like it? I didn't like JC2 but the first was solid. Ever see The Babadook, that was a good movie.

Touch Rarely Answers Sarah's Hurt. HOPES

Ugh! Tomorrow will be coming too soon. I can't deal. Ugh! Where'd the year go, did I sleep it away.

Deleted what I started to type, I know you saw it regardless and know why it pains me so much. I know you love me and would tell me it will all be okay. xx

@imsuperman Read your journal reply, and now see the movies in here you watched. Have a favorite out of the three? Ever watch Pumpkinhead or the other one I mentioned Jeepers Creepers? (both older ones)

Can there ever be love without pain.

Even Angry Relatives Love You PLANT

I always wonder what made you a PCL, something in your childhood..perhaps the divorce, the father issue? Is it just in your DNA. You know the good choices and thoughtful of others actions to take, because you have a kind heart in you so why be how you are. I feel it keeps you from being where you need to be and not one person in your life now will be so honest to tell you this.

Matched - Ally Condie

Believe All Suspicious Timed Events COVER

Black Mass

Hello - Adele Love this song and am obsessively playing on repeat.

From the book The Lovely Bones: “Sometimes the dreams that come true are the dreams you never even knew you had.” ― Alice Sebold, The Lovely Bones “These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections-sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent-that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it. The events that my death wrought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous body had been my life.” ― Alice Sebold, The Lovely Bones “Almost everyone in heaven has someone on Earth they watch, a loved one, a friend or even a stranger who was once kind, who offered warm food or a bright smile when one of us had needed it. And when I wasn’t watching I could hear the others talking to those they loved on Earth: just as fruitlessly as me, I’m afraid. A one-sided card cajoling and coaching of the young, a one way loving and desiring of their mates, a single-sided card that could never get signed.” ― Alice Sebold, The Lovely Bones

Yep, that was a big ole mistake - takey - achey - breaky F up! Apologies.

My roomies book she passed on to me today by Stephen King .. Different Seasons.

I felt so guilty as you knew I would because of how I am...that I sent something back. So you know things are okay and isn't because I feel differently. Hope that was enough without telling you too much about what has been happening with me the last while.

Sometimes I talk to you openly in public, especially when in gardens, parks and forget how it must look to others around me ( this chick is crazy lol ) but I like pretending you alongside me and not out of reach like you are and no one should ever judge how another deals with loss or hurt/pain.

I'm sorry sweetheart that I have been silent..I need to help me more than stroke your ego now. I still love you and I always will ( hope the universe whispers that in your ear one night incase you ever doubted but pain just won't go away and if I don't do something drastic it never will.

The Dalai Lama's Little Book of Inner Peace: The Essential Life and Teachings

A bunch of Dream books one is called Healing Dreams another is about Lucid Dreaming.