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  1. treesandbees
    Why can't I just stop thinking and loving you. I feel I have to be dead to stop all of this
  2. treesandbees
    I feel sick to my stomach as your text sits unread on my phone... I just can't look at it.
  3. treesandbees
    I love you today as much as I ever did, will never change and will always talk to you even in public and out loud, no shame in that. xx
  4. treesandbees
    March 20th 2015 changed it all for me, then that stuff middle of April I wanted to be friends but when I know that one rule for me all this time and everyone else is permitted acceptance, the unfairness of that truth snapped my heart in two You still have no idea I know you just think I am being rude, I'm not I am protecting myself from you further hurting me again. I will still cry but you won't be the cause for once.
  5. treesandbees
    Wild Sargasso Sea - Jean Rhys
  6. treesandbees
    I prayed for you to help me, I then felt sad when nothing happened , well nothing good happened as you know, only something bad. I don't want to lose faith, but ... It's nice today so trying to spend more of my time outside until exhausted. xx
  7. treesandbees
    I had a sex dream about you last night, why, why, why.
  8. treesandbees
    I looked out and saw a robin starring at me, I want to think it was you, giving me a sweet lil nod hello. xxoo
  9. treesandbees
    *holds side* belly laughs are your ridiculousness. Yeah... when you said I went for what I knew and there you are doing it yourself. You sir are one big hypocrite!!!!!!!!!!!! suck on that.
  10. treesandbees
    Some weird things are happening again, is that you doing it? Wish you'd be able to show yourself somehow, not just these little occurrances. xxoo
  11. treesandbees
    Mr. Mercedes - Stephen King
  12. treesandbees
    It's getting increasing difficult for me
  13. treesandbees
    I wish you would have said sorry before you went or somehow acknowledged things but you didn't not in the slightest, it's okay I loved you even if you didn't love me as much, maybe you only had room to love one and that one wasn't me... I tried, when I go and it's my time I know I tried I hope I see you again.
  14. treesandbees
    I was right, damn..that hurts.. all this time couldn't I have known this right from the start why now, it just brings up lots of painful feelings.
  15. treesandbees
    I miss you, think of you all the time, hope you are well, happy, sorry I am not how you wanted and sorry you couldn't put me first when it counted.
  16. treesandbees
    Persuasion - Jane Austen
  17. treesandbees
    No, not in my opinion. You are allowed to like what you like, I don't find pin up art to be anything close to a perverted like, alot of that art and photos are beautiful. I think some women might be jealous to see it laying out, but that is their insecurity showing, it isn't pornography.
  18. treesandbees
    My friend gets several books a month off a reading list and passes over her books to her Gfs, I got a book today called: All The Light We Can Not See - Anthony Doerr
  19. treesandbees
    Is sad, thinking about you a lot, especially this time of year.. bet you aren't thinking as much about me
  20. treesandbees
    I feel sad you of all my exes cannot manage to be a friend, I think since the relationship lasted the longest and went the furthest for each of us and what happened, events in each of our lives during that we stood by love and supported one another.. you'd think out of everyone you'd always be a good friend and care. I greatly misjudged you. It hurts.
  21. treesandbees
    Nights In Rodanthe - Nicholas Sparks
  22. treesandbees
    I'm so embarrassed with myself and how quickly things break my heart and make me cry these days but I decided to go read some of the ecards you sent me during our LD and after breakup friendship and found out the card online company no longer stores cards more than 30 days, so everything sent in last few years in past all wiped some of the cards and words off you were so lovely and romantic, I hate myself for not screen shot-ing, saving them elsewhere, you'll never speak to me with a heart of love like that again. Gone forever, like you.
  23. treesandbees
    If I Stay by Gayle Forman. It is a movie being released soon or is released so wanted to read the book before seeing the movie.
  24. treesandbees
    Aw in my heart just typed about you and made me smile thinking about you, maybe cried a little too but that is always a normal with missing someone. Whenever I see your brother I think of you, looks similar and he is happy and married and has a little boy. xx
  25. treesandbees
    Picked up: Agnes Grey by Anne Bronte
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