keefy1972 Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 I wrote this based on my experience from trying to be friends with an ex. I call it A True Love Tragedy (Just Friends) ...I hope you guys like it. I couldn't change the mind of my heart and go back to like from love A total lack of self-control using angry words as a shove I've pushed you so far away seems you'll never come back to me The spark you had for me is gone making us a true love tragedy Living in a constant state of the way we use to be Is not a smart thing to do for lovesick fools like me I tried everything I could to become the man you'd want Pulling out all the stops while you were saying don't I've said so many things to you that with all my heart regret I am only left to pray now those words you'll soon forget I never meant to hurt you or to drive you away from me I guess I wanted everything from this true love tragedy You wanted nothing else than for us to be just friends I simply couldn't handle that so I guess our story ends Knowing you don't love me cuts my soul just like a knife You're the one I'm certain that's meant to be my wife I guess I'll let you go now so you can enjoy your life Never again to bother you with pressure, stress, and strife Yes I do still love you I'm sure I always will You want nothing more to do with me and yet I love you still Be kind to yourself love and always take good care Ever if your mind should change for you I'll always be there Link to comment
SuperDave71 Posted January 11, 2007 Author Share Posted January 11, 2007 EXCELLENT KEEFY!! Just excellent! -SuperDave71 Link to comment
papalazarou Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 Keefy thats brilliant!!! Link to comment
pinkbunnie Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 well-written keefy.. good job~ Link to comment
keefy1972 Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 Thanks guys. I know many here can relate to these words. Link to comment
ahhh2jz Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 hey everyone, Day 7 NC; yesterday I receieved a text from one of my ex's girl friends if they wanted to hang out... considering that she lives at the house accross from my ex's i took it as bait and replied with "I'm too busy, but let me know another time when you want to hang out." my ex has tried to contact me the last few days, with bits and pieces, calling from restricted numbers, having her friends text me (so it seems), I'm hanging in there though, I'm not falling for any of it, strict NC still!! Link to comment
pinkbunnie Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 hey everyone, Day 7 NC; yesterday I receieved a text from one of my ex's girl friends if they wanted to hang out... considering that she lives at the house accross from my ex's i took it as bait and replied with "I'm too busy, but let me know another time when you want to hang out." my ex has tried to contact me the last few days, with bits and pieces, calling from restricted numbers, having her friends text me (so it seems), I'm hanging in there though, I'm not falling for any of it, strict NC still!! thats good to hear!! keep it up!! Link to comment
Lady Bugg Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 That was great Keefy. One thing I am doing is journaling in a notebook. ..Writing everything I would want to say to him in it...and at the end of this Challenge..I'm burning it. Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 SD and EVERYONE: Your making me blush y'all All thanx for the wonderful compliments, have almost forgotten the ex cause of you guys.... And yes, SD I'm at the office too, so tonite I will practise smiling at my webcam, and try not to look too goofy Luv you all, Youve truly made my day Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 And hey Keefy, that was GREAT Sandy Link to comment
keefy1972 Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 That's why I posted it on here LB. Because I'm burning it too. I just wanted to have it somewhere accesible to refer to in the future, so I posted it here twice. I posted it in the poetry section first, then I realized, it could be of some use in this thread. Link to comment
Lady Bugg Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 It's amazing the range of emotions you can go through from one day to the next....One day I'm down...the next I'm almost manic..the next I am angry.... BUT.....it will pass. Looking forward to being ONLY happy again Link to comment
SuperDave71 Posted January 11, 2007 Author Share Posted January 11, 2007 Thank you Sandy! and Thank you Keefy!! Now LadyBugg...when ya burn it? Get ya some marshmellows, gramcrackers and chocolate.. Why? So you can think of him no S'MORES!! HA HA HA HA HA SuperDave71 Link to comment
AllTornUp Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 Not sure why, but I started the day out melancholy and have since slowly drifted deeper into a funk I need to find a way to snap out of it! Link to comment
pinkbunnie Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 hey ladybug, i know what u mean... those emotions i get too .. one day i'l be sad..nxt day i'l be mad and nxt ill b ok......sudden moodchange...seem like im pmsing everyday hahhaha Link to comment
pinkbunnie Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 Not sure why, but I started the day out melancholy and have since slowly drifted deeper into a funk I need to find a way to snap out of it! aww hugs*.... its almost the weekend... u should be feelin happy but iknow what u mean.....im not feeling too good myself too....... Link to comment
Parsley Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 Right, posting earlier this evening - may post agian later - who knows! Day um..13 of NC. Been feeling very up and down today. Having trouble as a result of dreams - last night I dreamt that he emailed me and 'wanted to talk' but I couldn't open the email. Woke up and sat for a long time trying to decide if I actually wanted him to contact me... I've definitely been thinking of him a lot less. Just got on with my tasks today and he barely crossed my mind. Until I went down to the doctor. I had to go and see him to get a repeat prescription of the pill, as I'd just changed to a different type. This was a tough, as part of the reason I'd changed in the first place was for my ex. You see...I'd thought all my weird moods and depression regarding my ex was because I'd been put on a strong pill. So I changed to a lower dose, because I didn't think it was fair on him...turns out I was reacting in a perfectly normal way - he'd just let me think it was me being crazy. Good thing though! Doctor was asking about my life..what I'm doing. I told him all about uni about going back to Portsmouth in October, and when he asked if I had a boyfriend down there, my stomach only jolted the tiniest amount, and I was even able to say "No. My boyfriend broke up wtih me a couple of weeks ago actually" I feel really proud of myself - that I didn't just completely break down - it was a matter of fact thing. Just hope my optimism isn't some weird kind of denial and I'm actually getting worse. Link to comment
Lady Bugg Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 LOL.....DorkyDave.. Maybe I WILL roast some marshmallows too...may as well make it fun!! Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 Yeah Lady a celebrity roast of ALL EX'S lol Link to comment
SuperDave71 Posted January 11, 2007 Author Share Posted January 11, 2007 Now why do I have to be "Dorky" Dave....Gah leee...I was JUST trying to make ya laugh.. Geeeeesh....tough audience. -SuperDave71 Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 Sd: You are NOT dorky, no way .... Link to comment
SuperDave71 Posted January 11, 2007 Author Share Posted January 11, 2007 JUST KIDDING!! and THANK YOU SANDY.....at least SOMEbody loves me... Geeesh! ha ha ha ha ha -SuperDave71 Link to comment
needingadvice Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 Day 7 not felt as hard today as it did yesterday. i had a dip at lunchtime and the urge to contact him was so strong - i kept repeating in my mind things that he'd said to me since the split which confused me - all sorts going round in circles again and again in my head. my emotions were everywhere and im very surprised im sitting here now with NC still in tact. i really thought today i was going to break it. it actually feels harder at the minute than it did for the first few days. i feel i miss him even though my head knows he's bad news for me. i feel i want to talk to him. i wonder if he misses me. but im still holding on and am proud of myself for that. hope everyone is ok Link to comment
needingadvice Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 i just want to talk to him today Link to comment
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