Steven1607307306 Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 I feel so good about myself right now. My father and I just got back from the doctor's and I passed my drug test. I've NEVER passed before, even though I've taken at least 15-20. I am quite elated. I also feel good about making my father proud, because he is the only one who has actually gives a crap about me. I feel so guilty that I've let him down so often, but now he is so proud of me. I enroll in another Rehab the 20th of this month. I am ready to go, finally after 5 long years of addiction. Don't know what I expect anyone to write, just had to get my feelings out! Link to comment
RayKay Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 Congrats! And good luck on rehab..please stick with it and give it your all. It is not easy to beat addiction, but you will be so happy when you do. Sounds like you have a great father too Link to comment
Fisch Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 Oh my gosh Steven, Good job, that is pretty amazing you should feel d--- good about yourself. I can only imagine what that victory really feels like. Link to comment
Mythical_Suicide Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 Congrats!! Good luck with the rehab and keep your head up!! Link to comment
Steven1607307306 Posted August 10, 2006 Author Share Posted August 10, 2006 Thank you all for the encouragement! I really appreciate it. I am finally ready to kick this addiction. I wrote a poem about it as well check it out if you want Link to comment
PRSOV Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 Steven, Congratulations on passing, that is excellent news! You have a hard slog ahead of you but the rewards will be out of this world for you at the end of rehab. Beating drug and tobacco addictions are some of the toughest things a human can do, it can take so much inner strength and determination, but you have it in you to get through this and make a life for yourself. Make your father proud Good luck and keep us posted. Link to comment
Mythical_Suicide Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 Once you kick the habit you'll realize youre alot happier, its always going to be a struggle, but I was on drugs real bad for 2 years and once I kicked the habit I realized life was alot easier away from drugs. Great poem btw. Link to comment
BellaDonna Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 Good for you! I am glad you are on the road to recovery. You will have such a bright future if you just keep yourself on track. I said it in your other thread....I think you have a gift for poetry. Keep on writing... BellaDonna Link to comment
PRSOV Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 You have a talent for writing poetry, that is for sure... finding that many connections in words is never easy. "When your going through hell, keep on going" - Winston Churchill Link to comment
lilac_indi Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 heya nice one! keep it up! Link to comment
Hope75 Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 Well done, Steven! Keep up the good work my friend. Best of luck in Rehab... you are very strong and very bright and will do well. Link to comment
Balbina Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 Congratulations I've realized something myself these past few days that you can probably relate to: Only you can hold back yourself...the only person you can let down is yourself. I've also vowed to not let my bad (emotional) habits bring me down... good luck to us both! Link to comment
Steven1607307306 Posted August 10, 2006 Author Share Posted August 10, 2006 Thank you all for your wonderful replies. I just told my girlfriend, and she is totally happy.I can't believe how selfish I used to be. AllI cared about was my own state of mind, whether it was healthy or not. I never knew how much people actually cared about what I did! Recovery is the best thing that's ever happened to me, this past month was a great self-searching experience, and I am having the best time of my life, by just enjoying life. Thank you all for your encouragement and motovation. I'll keep eveyone posted on everything. I have court today, so we'll see how that goes. My dad said they might just give me weekly drug tests instead of another rehab, since I actually passed this one. If not I am still looking forward to accepting my repercussions. Thanks a lot guys! Link to comment
Siriana Posted August 10, 2006 Share Posted August 10, 2006 This is really great for you, keep up with the good work. It's nice to see how full of will you are. It is so nice that you've choosen to do the best thing possible for you. Link to comment
Ians Mommy Posted August 11, 2006 Share Posted August 11, 2006 Congradulations! I know personally how it is to go off drugs. I smoked pot for 3 years before I finally got clean in July 2005. It's not easy to just give it up but the results will be worth it after a few months. Sometimes if I smell it I just want to walk up to the person and ask for a hit but I know that getting clean was the best choice I ever made when it came to drugs. If you ever want to talk, PM me. I'm always on usually. Link to comment
coollady1957 Posted August 11, 2006 Share Posted August 11, 2006 Good for you Steven!!! I am very happy and proud for you !!. Stay strong and determined to stay clean/ Good luck with your rehab !! Link to comment
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