JDMxTeGrA101 Posted February 2, 2018 Share Posted February 2, 2018 I feel so bad right now, I broke it off with this girl Ive been seeing for about 5 months. We spent the holidays together, enjoyed every dates together, were compatible. She was a nice, sweet, quiet girl who didnt use social media at all which is hard to find nowadays. I really enjoyed every moment with her and we had plans to go on vacation to different countries. We got along well except for the fact that she was really clingy and wanted me all to herself, wanted me to text back within an hour of her texts even though I was busy etc... Anyways, I have been stressed out with my life lately. I am still working a dead end job at my age (30) and living at home with my mom and taking care of her at the same time cause my dad left her. My mom has been struggling with her mortgage so most of my check goes to helping her with the mortgage since she doesn't want to give up the house. This girl has already gotten her degree, got a good paying job, but she lives with her parents at age 34. She was looking for someone to settle down with right now, get married, have kids, and have a home together. I told her I wasnt able to provide that and my number one priority is helping and taking care of my mom, going back to school to get a degree leading to a better paying job so I can support myself financially aswell. She was understanding about it but a part of me told me to set her free cause Im not ready to give her what she wants and it would take years to be ready so thats what I did. I told her everything and she was understanding about it but she cried also. I told her it wasnt her, it was me. Its been one day so far, I miss her so much, all Im thinking about is our last months spent together, our xmas adventures etc.. She literally gave the whole world to me, was always free to see me, would drop her plans to see me and I threw all that away.. I feel like I wont find someone like her again but it motivates me to better my life this very moment. Has anyone ever been through this? For some reason this hurts more than my last ex who dumped me. I feel like I let my soulmate go :( Link to comment
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