pinkypromise Posted November 25, 2017 Share Posted November 25, 2017 My ex made a lot of jokes about suicide while we were were dating. It was actually uncomfortable as he referenced it almost daily. We got into a big argument recently and I blocked his number. A few hours later he emails me and says “I’m afraid, I think I’m going to do it” “Please call me, help” I told him in the past to never joke with me about it and to always talk to me if he’s really struggling. Well I didn’t see the emails until 1.5hrs after he sent them so I called and called with no answer. I didn’t know what to believe. So I call the police in his local area to knock on his door. They asked all types of questions that I’d rather not have said for their report. To make a long story short he has a pretty intense Job that looks deeply into personal history. He mentioned to me before he never wanted to admit suicide ideation to anyone for fear of loosing his job. Well he was asleep in his room. Idk if the emails were a stunt to get me to call, for attention or a genuine cry for help. Now he’s cussing me out because they are doing an investigation. He refuses to believe his part in the whole situation and states it was not my role to get involved because I’m not his wife or mother. I’m so angry. He’s making me out to me the bad guy. Yes I feel bad his job is at steak but you shouldn’t put people in the situation to make those decisions. My mom told me I did nothing wrong by calling. She would have done the same thing? But for some reason, I feel terrible and guilty like I’m a bad person. Any thoughts ? Link to comment
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