Seraphim Posted September 19, 2018 Author Share Posted September 19, 2018 One of my neighbours little ones broke his shoulder falling. 😪 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted September 21, 2018 Author Share Posted September 21, 2018 Annnnnnd we have no power again! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted September 25, 2018 Author Share Posted September 25, 2018 Had nightmares all night about my husband losing or not progressing in his job. Not at all true I guess the instability is a little nerve racking. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted September 25, 2018 Author Share Posted September 25, 2018 Jumping snap dragons. I got bit at work today. 😱 They broke the skin and it turned blue in seconds. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted September 29, 2018 Author Share Posted September 29, 2018 I keep having nightmares about work, my old work and it has my brain on high alert again. I mean I don’t want to go back but I think on a subconscious level afraid to leave. You know? I am also really stretching my bubble by starting my own business . Really really stretching beyond my own limits . Could be more reasons for the disturbing nightmares that keep me in a state of semi-awake. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 1, 2018 Author Share Posted October 1, 2018 It is my child’s last day as a 20 year old. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 2, 2018 Author Share Posted October 2, 2018 I am not getting this whole move back in with the parents and or never leave Syndrome. Gee let’s suck my parents dry and when I think I have my azz together I will leave. Get a life and get out. If you have to start at the bottom and pay your dues tough crap. We all did. Jeebus! Rant over Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 2, 2018 Author Share Posted October 2, 2018 My son is 21 today!!!! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 4, 2018 Author Share Posted October 4, 2018 Today my FIL is 86. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 8, 2018 Author Share Posted October 8, 2018 It was a sad visit with my in-laws. We went to the restaurant and my FIL could not remember how to put together a hamburger. All that he would’ve had to do was put the top bun down on the patty but he couldn’t figure it out . So he took it all apart and ate it all separately . I saw my brother for an hour. His ex bag was of course causing issues for every holiday like she always does . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 12, 2018 Author Share Posted October 12, 2018 I am so happy I jumped like a rat from that sinking ship . Heard more stuff about work today that would make your hair curl. The executive director needs to be throat punched . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 14, 2018 Author Share Posted October 14, 2018 Lately I have been exploring the idea that I am Autistic myself . I am part of quite a few adult Autistic groups on FB. I have described myself to them at heart as a child and as adult . And quite a few have said they really would prefer not to diagnose obviously online but that I sound Autistic. Obviously I if I am I have been totally suppressed and indoctrinated by society and mask very well, unfortunately . It would explain a lot of things really. Especially as a child . And as they said those who are highly intelligent and mask go completely unnoticed especially a long time ago . My son also says every week, mom I think you are Autistic too. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 14, 2018 Author Share Posted October 14, 2018 I had lunch and a day yesterday with my best friend J and our mutual friend M. M has really has a good heart but sometimes gives advice when it’s not asked for or even warranted . She gives me advice about my son all the time which I don’t ask for. And she tried to talk me out of starting my own business . I think she’s just naturally a fixer . I’m not asking anybody to fix anything . At one point in the day I felt like telling her hey look in your own backyard because you’ve got enough of your own problems . Your son was suicidal for two years and can’t decide what he wants to do . He keeps getting into the military and getting out and getting in and getting out . Getting out when they forced him into doing things he want doesn’t want to do . Your daughter cries at the drop of a hat and is always in some big panic . And she pushes J too about her Autistic daughter. We both roll our eyes later. I like M overall but she has some annoying qualities. It was -5C this AM when I woke up. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 15, 2018 Author Share Posted October 15, 2018 This girl better go off to sleep! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 17, 2018 Author Share Posted October 17, 2018 Way to go YouTube you tool. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 20, 2018 Author Share Posted October 20, 2018 We are in Toronto for my son to be in his first big Vanguard competition. My husband is walking him to the hotel where the competition is. I am staying back in our hotel. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 20, 2018 Author Share Posted October 20, 2018 I am terrified at leaving our son alone at a downtown major hotel in a big city. But he wanted to register and be alone. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 20, 2018 Author Share Posted October 20, 2018 Don’t look at me with a disapproving eye because I gave to a less fortunate being. Hate that. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 21, 2018 Author Share Posted October 21, 2018 Well, he did awesome! He registered him self . Through most of the competition he was even in losses and wins . Then when he hit more losses than wins he was out . But it was a first great showing for a first time big competition ! He’s playing another competition today for card game he’s never played with another person . Last night we took him to the Spaghetti Factory. Yesterday my hubby and I hung out at the mall all day . Unfortunately from walking a lot the day before my knee was SHOT. Like I woke up at 3 AM unable to sleep because of the pain in my knee and couldn’t go back to sleep . So hubby got me a wheelchair at the mall . Last night I slept with a pillow between my knees which helped. I still can’t walk on it properly today though . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 21, 2018 Author Share Posted October 21, 2018 Well, we are home again! So good when you travel to come home. I am getting my joy for life back! So cool! Happy happy joy joy. Supposed to be flurries tonight. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 22, 2018 Author Share Posted October 22, 2018 Today is my mom and step dad’s 24th Anniversary! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 22, 2018 Author Share Posted October 22, 2018 The other day my mom told me our old family home is up for sale again . The new family is asking 700,000 for it . It is crazy to think we bought it for 200,000 26 years ago. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 23, 2018 Author Share Posted October 23, 2018 Today would have been my Nana’s 112 Birthday. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted October 27, 2018 Author Share Posted October 27, 2018 Sitting here crying. I gave those bastards everything. I was in with my whole heart, ran myself ragged believing in a dream of service. And now I leave and I don’t get so much as a smack me bum. No thank you no nothing . All I get is harassed. Yeah, well F you. Go to hell. Link to comment
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