Seraphim Posted January 22, 2019 Author Share Posted January 22, 2019 My mom goes back for x-rays on Friday because they think she broke her back for the FOURTH time. Even thinking about her injuries makes me want to vomit. I can’t deal. I don’t think I can go there Friday. I can’t deal. Hubby goes away Friday,cat still recovering and I can’t deal. Nope nope nope nope . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 26, 2019 Author Share Posted January 26, 2019 At my mom’s now. ❤️ Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 27, 2019 Author Share Posted January 27, 2019 Yay! My brother has started divorce proceedings! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 28, 2019 Author Share Posted January 28, 2019 My husband brought me back a Navajo wedding jar. The artist is a young adult being taught native arts by his mother. He and his mother sell their art via consignment . It is really beautiful. It is so âprepo as it is our 25th anniversary this year. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 29, 2019 Author Share Posted January 29, 2019 Heart broken...we are posted out. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 2, 2019 Author Share Posted February 2, 2019 So today my mother text me that my brother is moving 20 minutes away from her . 🙄 Boo hoo? I said yeah I phoned you the other day to say I might be moving 12 hours away and you told me that you didn’t have time to talk to me about it when I was sobbing my head off . And now you want me to hold your hand because your son is moving 20 minutes away and you see him and your granddaughters every single Monday ? And your answer to me is well I can’t stomach both my kids moving away. I said your son is moving 20minutes from you ! And then you tell me well just having him in the same building was a comfort that you knew he was around . Girl he never saw you except for Mondays. And he would tell you hey pick up my package at the front door can you babysit my kid can you make sure she locks the door can you make sure she gets to school . Yeah whatever 🙄 Who has shown up for every single problem driving three hours there in three hours back ???? Oh yeah right me . Go cry some tears somewhere else . Boo effin hoo. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 6, 2019 Author Share Posted February 6, 2019 Was installed as CWL president tonight. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 8, 2019 Author Share Posted February 8, 2019 Honey finally got his long awaited medal yesterday. It was for a deployment from 7 years ago. My son and I got to see it presented. We got our pic taken with him but have to wait for the pics to be emailed to him because you are allowed to have items that emit emf. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 9, 2019 Author Share Posted February 9, 2019 Tomorrow I have a president’s meeting all day in a city an hour from me. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 11, 2019 Author Share Posted February 11, 2019 I woke up at 2:30 this morning with a horrible anxiety attack . It took me an hour to get myself under control and then I took my medication hours early . Now of course I’m going to be exhausted all day . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 11, 2019 Author Share Posted February 11, 2019 I think I had the panic attack/anxiety attack because I’m realizing the massive commitment in time and effort and time away from my family that I have taken on in my two major endeavours . Right now it is really overwhelming . The president’s meeting while vastly interesting kind of clued me into the a massive amount of effort and time I’m going to have to give to this. I have two conventions to go to where I need to vote at that are going to require more than a week away from home . There’s running all the monthly meetings being at every social function the council has. And directives from diocesan ,provincial and national . My daycare takes up 14 hours a day . It takes up half a Saturday . And my other church commitment takes up three hours of Sunday . I’m not seeing a lot of hours for rest there . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 13, 2019 Author Share Posted February 13, 2019 Please for the love of God learn to communicate ! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 17, 2019 Author Share Posted February 17, 2019 Yesterday I went with hubby to the big city. Walked 5 KM and today my knees are TOAST ! I am in such such bad pain. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 23, 2019 Author Share Posted February 23, 2019 So so so bizarre..... I had a dream last night that just continued and continued and continued despite the few times I woke up . It is a dream I’ve had before through various times in my life . It was so vivid I had to question whether it was real . And I could hear my mind in my dream talking to it’s self trying to determine if it was real . And when I woke up of course I knew it wasn’t . The dream originated in my 20s ..... and I’ll have it maybe once a decade . Every time it reoccurs though it mixes with part my current reality . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 23, 2019 Author Share Posted February 23, 2019 Tonight my best friend and her daughter are coming for a movie night. We haven’t had one in a long while . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 25, 2019 Author Share Posted February 25, 2019 For my darling ❤️😘 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted February 28, 2019 Author Share Posted February 28, 2019 Today my dad’s mom has been gone 17 years. My son is the only great grandchild to remember her. My niece was only 4 months old when she died . The rest of her great grandkids were not born yet . And I was the eldest of her grandkids at 35. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 1, 2019 Author Share Posted March 1, 2019 We are going to the RV show tomorrow! Excited. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 1, 2019 Author Share Posted March 1, 2019 Tonight I have to do a reading at World Day of Prayer at another church as a representative of our community of women of faith. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 2, 2019 Author Share Posted March 2, 2019 Phew I did better than I thought I would. I actually had no anxiety. Yay for you know what,seriously. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 3, 2019 Author Share Posted March 3, 2019 We saw some really nice RV’s. I am really procrastinating writing this meeting Agenda. HAS to be done tomorrow. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 3, 2019 Author Share Posted March 3, 2019 For long explorations like yesterday I am going to need a wheelchair I have to admit that . I was almost in screaming agony yesterday. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 3, 2019 Author Share Posted March 3, 2019 Woohooooo! I made it through a car wash with no anxiety or panic!!! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 3, 2019 Author Share Posted March 3, 2019 My youngest biological niece turned 13 today ! A brand new teenager . Some days I wish I could be a teenager again . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 4, 2019 Author Share Posted March 4, 2019 Why do I constantly give myself more to do than humanly possible ? I guess I’m just not realizing I am not as young as I used to be. Link to comment
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