verylonely Posted April 26, 2010 Share Posted April 26, 2010 Hi everyone, Well I had a very difficult break up. He was everything to me, together 2 years, dumped me by txt, moved on with new g/f after 6 weeks, now she has moved in with him, have had very little contact. The last thing he said to me was in Jan, when he told me to "get over it and move on" I have been moving on, got myslef new job, reclaimed my house that i had to move back into after the breakup and generally got on with my life. Have had therapy since and am happier. But I feel like I will never be the happy caqre free person i have always been before this. My friends have noticed that although I am back to myself mostly, I am not the fun loving person i always was. I still dream about him sometimes, I still wake up occassionally thinging of him. I miss him and still feel the pain of losing him. I am fine for weeks and then it almost hits me all over again. I have been in serious relationships before, been married, have kids, but have never been hit this hard before. Does it mean that I still love him. I have been on a couple of dates with nice guys but I just dont want anyone else and dont find anyone attractive at all. Sorry I just really wanted to rant. I havent cried about him for months and this past couple of days I am so tearful, even crying writing this. Its never been me, sometimes I wonder if this is just what happens after hitting 40 that it all just gets weary or just takes longer to get over relationships the older you get? thanks for reading Link to comment
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