Post here instead of contacting your ex!

[used2blue]

Done. It's been over two weeks.

This is your choice, your doing.

I gave my all. You decided to break. You decided to go against what you stated.

I no longer can believe in you. I wish you all the best. I hope you find the help and support that you need.

[Dominique]

Done. It's been over two weeks.

This is your choice, your doing.

I gave my all. You decided to break. You decided to go against what you stated.

I no longer can believe in you. I wish you all the best. I hope you find the help and support that you need.

 

(((Hugs))) this is a good text from u.

[Mavrik]

I'm really really struggling.

 

I walk past your desk where we worked together, the number of times we sat at this desk and shared our thoughts, feelings, problems. Now it's empty and I have no where to turn anymore when I'm struggling at work. I hate being there and miss having you there.

 

I tried so hard in this relationship to be 'different', to be different to all those other men that had walked in and out of your life.

 

The 12 months we had together passed by so fast and we had so many great times. The times I serenaded you, the cartoons I drew for you, the many jokes we told, the flowers the meals, wether we were in a posh expensive restaurant or sharing cake sat in my car, we enjoyed every occassion. I looked after you when you were ill and no one else was there. You know how much I did for you and I know how many others didn't. We were special, you were special to me, I was special to you.

 

You tried to push me away so many times, I told you I was different and would stay by your side as the reason you tried to push me away was because you thought I'd leave you like everyone else had and I know you were testing my love for you. You said some very hurtful things which I forgave you for as I knew what you were trying to do. But in the end you ended it. It was very painful and everytime I got over it you walked back into my life.

 

However much you try to hide it and your so called friends chose to ignore it. I know you suffer from BPD, and the way you treated me isn't you. I saw your condition worsen and you are now where you are. And things are not going to end well as your on a destructive path and everyone can see it and are choosing to step away and disengage from you, rather than be there for you. Your going to lose so much for a fight that isn't yours to fight. I wish you wouldn't do this to yourself.

 

It's now been 2 weeks since we last spoke, and people ask me all the time how you are doing and I don't know what to say to them, as I don't know myself how you are. I know that no one is stepping up and your reaching out to so many people and they step away. Yet you don't reach out to me. When I was the only one that was truly there for you no matter what.

 

I continue with my entertainment role and make so many people laugh and they think I'm a breath of fresh air and they want to spend time with me and always say that 'I bet you have lots of girls on the go and I bet your a ladies man', but they don't know how much I still love you and how much I miss you and how much this all hurts me every day.

 

Lots of things remind me of you and the thing that hurts the most is seeing you destroying yourself and not even realising what's going on.

 

Last time I saw you, you just sat in my arms when I held you close and you cried and cried and cried and then said you were ok.

 

I so still want to be there and I still love you so much and I know the only time you will contact me again is when you have lost everything.

 

I love you lots JJ x

[Mavrik]

All the times you said you wanted to make me happy, we would always be friends no matter what, love conquers all. And everything else you always said, clearly wasn't true as look what you did to me.

 

I know what lengths you go to, to look for love and for people to like you and care for you, yet you don't see the endless outcomes of what you do and the many many broken relationships you leave behind. You blame everyone else yet fail to accept your BPD is causing issues for you and had put you in the position you are in now. Yet you don't want to accept this

 

I'm angry at your friends for not being there for you, for them telling you what you want to hear rather than what they should tell you. I'm angry at your family for not stepping up when they can see what's happening, im angry at myself for the hopelessness I feel

In being able to step up as I know if I do, you will do what you always do and that's to attack me and shut down.

 

You knew my past and the reason I have the big wall around me and I NEVER let anyone in. I lowered this wall for you after all the things you said, that you were different to everyone else and would never hurt me. Your just like everyone else.

[Dominique]

Thinking of you. Tomorrow is a big day for both of us. I would love for u to take me out to dinner to regroup. It's been a long road. Yours will be over tomorrow. New lift starts. I guess without each other. It's killing me to know we won't be together for these milestones.

I guess we weren't ready but that doesn't make me love you any less or forget all that happened between us.

I am miserable without you. I know someone else is in your bed now. That is the worst pain of all.

[Dominique]

Baby would u please just come home. I can't sleep without u...the bed is too big without u. I know what's going on inside you. U know what's going on inside me. Come home so we can talk about it. I know .....I'll always know.

[LondonMan33]

Suppose Ill get a text this morning from you.. We have just spent all weekend on a break away making love having fun; Then you went all cuckoo talking like a bunny boiler.. when the text comes this morning I really want to reply with .. seek help fast .. thanks for the weekend .. don,t call me ill call you..

 

That text would send you into meltdown mode so ill have to pretend things are fine until i can not take any more. or maybe i will just send that reply and bite the bullet.

[Dominique]

Baby.... Oh my goodness. I can't even express how much ur words mean to me. Our time meant to me. We promised we wouldn't go through this alone as we had the first couple of years into our divorces ...we promised we would have happier lives and be a part of that life together. How did we ever get here? I can't believe I'm fighting not to contact you today. When I know we still love each other.

 

At any rate. We said we would always pray for each other. I'm praying for both of us today. That God keep us and guide us and protect us. I truly love you. I have to continue to trust that if God wanted us together now, we would be.

[Mavrik]

Just one quick message I'm sending you to ask how you are.

 

How is your holiday going and how did the event in London go?

 

More so, how are you and are you sleeping better.

 

You know where I am if you need anything

 

Sending hugs xxx

[D1mps]

I'm sad your addiction and mental state have turned you into a monster that I don't recognise anymore.

Where is my best friend who was there every day for the last few years? And after all I gave you, all I supported you through and encouraged you with... How can you blame me and say I caused your vile behaviour? Your lack of empathy, sympathy, understanding and Care?

How an I to blame for your lack of feeling when all I did was love you until you put out the light in my eyes.

 

I will never be the same again.

In time I will forgive the person, but never the addict.

You were just a bad actor in a bad movie and a band aid will not heal what needs total amputation!

 

Get help! Because even after all is done, my friend, I love you unconditionally.

[Dominique]

I hope today went well for you. I hope you miss me as I miss you. I was so tempted today to find your hearing room and just wait for your divorce to be final. I wanted to hold you after. I know how you hold everything in and give it to me at the end of the day to carry with you.

Remember when we used to carry each other? Sigh,,,, I know you miss me. I miss you too, my love.

Hug the kids for me.

Hug yourself for me.

Come over if you want. I made your fav dinner. Pot roast. I will slice it up for you and the kids to have tomorrow and we can talk. The door is open.

[spyman42]

12 day in my NC and today I had been thinking a lot about her. I do really miss her. But I know shes a bad girl. I just hope to stop thinking about her, this really hurt me.

[Annia]

I just felt that I held your hand and prepared you for the right girl and right away you took that chance. The woulda coulda shoulda are still killing me and I still miss how we were. But I have to move on.

[Dominique]

"I have no eyes or desire for anyone but you"

 

I still remember the night you said that. I didn't know how to reply at the time but it was burned on my heart.

[D1mps]

Band aid girl! My new superhero name(?)

I'm sad that somebody else will get to be with you and enjoy all that we worked so hard at. Yet at the same time, I'm terrified That Won't be the reality of the situation and they'll end up where I am now.

 

I guess I served my purpose and as good and compassionate as my heart may be to still wish you well so you can feel love finally, inside I grapple with my prayers for my justice.

 

They all say You reap what you sew and what goes around, comes around... If thats true, I hope you're prepared for the tsunami that's about to hit you!

[D1mps]

I pray for your recovery.

For yourself, for your children and anyone you ever hurt on your path that was leading to it.

[Dominique]

Good morning Luv

[Annia]

Band aid girl! My new superhero name(?)

I'm sad that somebody else will get to be with you and enjoy all that we worked so hard at. Yet at the same time, I'm terrified That Won't be the reality of the situation and they'll end up where I am now.

 

I guess I served my purpose and as good and compassionate as my heart may be to still wish you well so you can feel love finally, inside I grapple with my prayers for my justice.

 

They all say You reap what you sew and what goes around, comes around... If thats true, I hope you're prepared for the tsunami that's about to hit you!

 

Band aid girls for the power!

[D1mps]

How does a man become so broken as to not feel compassion or empathy for those who love him most?

 

While you hotfoot it in the pursuit of a new lady to charm and impress, to extract the adoration and validation your sickness craves, I sit at home distraught, crying onto pieces of paper that are filled with encouraging words for my healing.

 

What have you done to me? How can human beings do this to each other? How can you say you love me, then tell me you lack any feelings to empathise or care?

 

It all seems insurmountable.

[Dominique]

I'm off today. We should spend it together. Come home. I still love you.

[Capttrae]

I didn't understand last summer when we were so close to getting back together why we didn't. I do now. We had our own seperate destinies to fulfill. Yours with Brandon, mine with JonnaLynn. I wish u all the best

[Annia]

You said you took things slow with caution and that you weren't the kind of displaying your relationships on social media. Guess what... some weeks later of being with her... lol

[D1mps]

You said you took things slow with caution and that you weren't the kind of displaying your relationships on social media. Guess what... some weeks later of being with her... lol

 

I'm dreading facing the very same story, very soon!

[Dominique]

So upset that u are working with her tonight ...this used to be our night. 😔 Wednesday is for us. Whatever happened to "our time is coming,Baby" ? We r right here...this is supposed to be our time. We have conquered so much and now ur with that "girl" ...ugh, Baby.... I wish I could stop u from falling down .... I'm so disappointed in you.

But mostly I just miss u. Ur smile. Ur laugh. Holding hands. Just being together was always enough for us. It was so innocent and so sweet. 😔 sigh.

[Dominique]

About to go to airport. Really want a "see you soon" kiss