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[D1mps]

I hate you for doing this to me!

Yesterday was rough emotionally as I continue to struggle to piece this jigsaw together and understand your total lack of empathy.

 

When we were friends and you would fall, I'd pick you up and carry you til you could stand alone. Now I'm on the ground, exhausted, in pain and confusion and you kick the dirt up in my face and leave me there to rot...

 

This isn't love. This isn't respect.

[Mavrik]

I dreamt that we had a conversation about a dream you had, in it you saw 2 sets of footprints walking along a beach, the footprints went on some distance. But at some points the two sets of footprints would become one set. You asked me what the footprints meant.

 

I told you they were our footprints walking side by side together, and the times the footprints became one was when you went through difficult times in your life when we were together.

 

You said that you didn't understand why at your most difficult times the footprints became one, and she had to walk alone during the difficult times, when I said I'd always be there for her.

 

I replied 'there maybe one set of footprints during your difficult times, and that's because at those times I helped to carry you through the difficulties'.

......

I know JJ that due to what your going through at this time, you are losing friends hand over fist. I still love you loads and care about you loads, I was always there when so many weren't.

 

I'd send you the above via email or whatsapp or put it on Facebook for everyone to read and know how much I care about you...... but I can't do that anymore 😢😢😢

[Dominique]

I'm Having such a good dinner right now. U would love this meal. I wish we are together to share it. I miss sharing culinary experiences with you. This port sauce is A MAZE ING ❤️

[Dominique]

On my way home. I tossed and turned all night long. I tried to sleep but I kept having dreams about us. Remember when our dreams were in sync? And we used to wake up at the same time? I still am in shock that we used to be so close and now...nothing.

[Annia]

I'm dreading facing the very same story, very soon!

 

It's awful... that's why I now delete their social media. I don't want to know while I'm healing.

 

Good luck!

[Annia]

I miss you a lot... but I accept that you made this choice and it's ok because it has nothing to do with me. You don't have to cater to my ego or my feelings, you're a free human being. Maybe we'll meet again, maybe we'll not, but one day I'll fully accept and move on. I wish you happiness from far away.

[Sillybillycat]

Why are you like this? Why did you ever make me believe you actually loved me, and for so many years until the last day, if you didn't? What did I ever do to deserve the way you destroyed me inside? I was nothing but a good girlfriend for you. You said I was the one, you said you wanted to marry me. Where did all that go? You're now preaching love to someone else. You've bee doing it since day one after you left. How is that eve possible, you just met her?

Why did you even bother in trying to get me back if you were gonna leave again and make me feel like nothing? Why wasn't I enough?

How could you just leave me out like that, after nine freaking years and after all I ever did for you?! I don't f*cking get it!

And finally... why can't I get over you.

[Sillybillycat]

I miss you a lot... but I accept that you made this choice and it's ok because it has nothing to do with me. You don't have to cater to my ego or my feelings, you're a free human being. Maybe we'll meet again, maybe we'll not, but one day I'll fully accept and move on.

 

I need to remember this. Annia, your post should apply to me to. Especially today, that I feel my ego crushed. But I can't feel the last part, though. I don't wish him bad, I just wish he wasn't as happy as he seems to be.

[Sillybillycat]

You said you took things slow with caution and that you weren't the kind of displaying your relationships on social media. Guess what... some weeks later of being with her... lol

 

Haha this applies to me too! It makes me so angry, though.

[Sillybillycat]

"I have no eyes or desire for anyone but you"

 

I still remember the night you said that. I didn't know how to reply at the time but it was burned on my heart.

 

For me it's more like "I love you so much and I now you're the one". He said this to me the very last time we talked before he broke up with me.

[D1mps]

Oh you really nailed that coffin tight today.

Another piece of the jigsaw fitted snugly into your liars masterpiece. And when it's finally complete, I'll hang this in my gallery of pain. I'll wait for you to return and admire it a while too... Before I set fire to it and burn you with its truth.

 

You pathological, sad, sorry little man.

[Dominique]

Really want to take the kids out tonight. I want to show you the new stuff I bought. I want to tell you about my trip. I want to hold your hand.

[Annia]

I might not feel angry and respect your decision and I know we would never have work out, but I feel so sad today. I miss you, I miss talking to you, I miss having you there for me, I miss not thinking about the future, I miss being in your arms, I miss believing, I miss feeling I was special to you. I hate that all of this makes me feel selfish. I hate that I don't know where my ego and my feelings for you start and end.

[Dominique]

For me it's more like "I love you so much and I now you're the one". He said this to me the very last time we talked before he broke up with me.

 

Yes. Those words are hard to let go of. Very hard. ....I still can't believe how hard.

 

Sending you light and love. ❤️

[Dominique]

I would give almost anything just to lay eyes on you right now and to go back in time. I miss our love.

[D1mps]

Week one of NC complete.

Yesterday I was furious, today I'm back to my sorrow of missing someone who seems to have vanished and been replaced by an imposter.

I was so careful, so vigilant, yet I somehow danced with the devil. The wolf in sheep's clothing and I never saw it coming... How could you do this to me?

Why do I miss you so? And your beautiful children...

This pains me so badly, yet you feel nothing at all?

 

I should hate you, but I don't.

I should wish you bad times, but I don't.

I should not give you room in my head to roam, but you do.

I should be happy I'm living a life without you, but I'm not.

[Tomthumb88]

I woke up today and thought about what a nice day we could have together and how nice it would be to hear your voice. But you don't want to share your life with me anymore and I need to accept your decision even though it hurts. And it's hurting less everyday as you fade into the past and the fading makes me sad even as I feel better.

[Dominique]

I heard about how you are treating the fling girl ... Im glad you never took your pain out on me.

 

You said "I want you to feel I'm the best thing that ever happened to you".

 

What we had was the best love that ever happened to me. Thanks for not ruining that memory with our drama. I miss you more every day. I love you still. I wish you would come home.

 

Going out tonight to try to not think of you and us. That makes me sad, but you self medicating with "her" makes me see that I need to medicate with healthy things. I'm sorry you are hiding your pain with this ego boost relationship but I am so thankful that you and I didn't have that. What we had was real and I am so sorry we don't still have it.

[Annia]

I feel empty without your presence. I'm trying to fill that space up, I really am, but it's hard.

Sometimes I wish your love, what I never had with you... and knowing that you're living that with someone else hurts, even though I'm leaving to live abroad. I'm always comparing men to you thinking that no one else compares or that I'll never find anyone as interesting and great as you. I'm romanticizing you just because I can't have you. I should be happy for you... but I'm not yet.

[D1mps]

Fighting so hard not to reach out today... I miss you!

Even though I know it's foolish to do so.

 

I got dressed up last night, faked the best smile that I could and socialised with friends for the first time in months.

The mask worked well and I fooled them all. They have no idea how bad I'm hurting.

A handsome man offered to buy me dinner, but I couldn't even bare to think about dating right now, however it boosted the confidence you killed... Just a little.

 

I turned to my best friends and told them I don't think I'll ever be the same again and I never want to have another relationship. Hearing me say that made them cry...

It made me cry too because I know it's true.

I don't think I'd be able to survive this pain again...

 

Never again!

[Sillybillycat]

I feel empty without your presence. I'm trying to fill that space up, I really am, but it's hard.

Sometimes I wish your love, what I never had with you... and knowing that you're living that with someone else hurts. I'm always comparing men to you thinking that no one else compares or that I'll never find anyone as interesting and great as you. I'm romanticizing you just because I can't have you. I should be happy for you... but I'm not yet.

 

I find it funny and yet so sad how other people are feeling like I am. I don't wish this for anyone... except for you, maybe. That way you could finally understand how terribly you hurt me.

I have this fantasy in which you think of me sometimes and miss me a little bit. That random things remind you of me and you feel at least a little nostalgic. But then reality hits and I know that's not gonna happen. That you're living as a happy mermaid with her, pretending I never existed and that you did nothing wrong. How unfair, it really makes me angry to think about it! You're entitled and a poser, and that drives me crazy! And still, I keep on giving you that much importance. Who's pathetic, then?

You probably won't ever reach out to me again, even though you said you would... even though you said I was still the one. But hey, one more lie, you don't care, you never did. I want this to be over.

[sunshine34]

I feel broken , foolish and alone. Here I am back in my childhood home to pick up my dog bc of your lies. Right now I should have been in Colombia recovering from surgery.... tbh part of me is really glad it didn't happen bc now I am realizing how little you cared for me. Last night at my friends party I was the only single one.. everyone else is married or engaged and while I felt sad in some ways in so many others I felt happy. That I wasn't tied to a mediocre life. Even tho my parents didn't have it all, they raised me right and I know from this weekend u don't care about me. I'd rather pr someone to do a job then continue hurting over you to have the best person do it. I don't quite understand the point in you pretending w me.... is it a fun backup? As a 45 year old man you'd think you'd be sad to. Be alone, I guess not. I guess all the success keeps you warm. I dk. I feel lousy and confused. Why do u say you will call , u miss me only to ignore my messages, read them and not call? Why not just be honest and tell me you're with someone else or you don't care or. Whatever the truth is ... I think you just honestly believe bc I have money u can treat people however u wish and it is ok. I'm not okay and this isn't ok..... I'll just see someone else for my consult and when I'm healed find someone who will actually give me attention and listen to me since that was way to difficult for you. I'm sick of feeling like I need something from you or to wait for you bc honestly, u don't deserve it and you aren't worth it. So what if I'm a few lbs over weight , exercise and diet can fix that. You're inability to connect cannot be fixed. That also doesn't make me less worthy of love or affection. Whatever the purpose you held in my life, all it is now is disappointment and keeping u does nothing but upset me. I can let go of you and my broken Allergan dreams. There is something better waiting. Farewell

[Dominique]

I love laying in bed when you would just hold me. I love you so much. I love you so very much.

[Sillybillycat]

I miss our love. I miss what I thought we had and who I thought you were. I feel so broken and lonely, I feel like I gave you my all and now I have nothing to give to anyone else. You took me for granted, though, so I lost.

I miss our love.

[Dominique]

My desire to see you is overwhelming right now. I want to come over. Baby, Open the door.