I recently just broke up with my boyfriend of 10months due to distance. We had a huge argument, said things we shouldnt of and it just ended. Obviously im still majorly in love with him, i cant get him outta my mind, i cry myself to sleep and night knwoing that im never going to get the 'Night night baby, i love you xxxxx' txt msgs anymore. Knowing that i wouldnt hear him say i love you, knowing that i cant cuddle him like i used to. Ive been so messed up over it. Ive never loved someone as much as i loved him, i realise im only 16 and i need to get on with my life but i felt we were soul mates. Before we were an item he helped me out thru major depression, he was there for me when i was so upset over soemthing i felt it wasnt worht living far. He steered me away from it, now ive lost him. We broke up ona saturday, that night he went out, smoked a lot of weed and drank a lot of alcohol and apprently got over me, he then got a new girlfriend the following monday. I felt my world had collapsed. I just feel so stupid for loving someone who doesnt love me back. After way about 2 weeks ago we started talking again, then he came out with 'I still love you, you know' and i told him it wasnt fair on me coz he knw how messed up vie been over the situation. So then things went back top us not talking. I rang him on saturday night drunk outta myface. I confessed everything to him, how i felt, what i thought, everything. I ended up crying downt he phone to him and he sent he still loved me but he really liked his girlfriend. Im so confused over it. I just dunno where i stnad. I know i should forget about him and move on but i compare every new lad to him y'know? It so hard trying to get over something you love. I truly do love him and i dont think he understands that. I dont think he understadns what he's missing out on to be honest. I knwo that sounds vain but he dumped me in at the start of this year coz another girl liked him, i found out she was playing him and told him, i was the one cheering him up, i was the one cuddling him saying everythings ok, i was the one who was htere for him. I guess i just feel used?