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  1. Melting
    Honestly I don't know what I want to say to you, maybe if I punched you first the words would come out easily. You hurt me, you broke my heart and soul. I have no faith in men now, cos of you.
  2. Melting
    Day 10 BU 1st Sept. As long as I don't come accross any memories of him, I am doing ok. He is still randomly contacting me with his sweet words, but actions speak louder then words and I know he doesn't want me back.... maybe he is just lonely.
  3. Melting
    We have a mutual show on tonight and I really hope you don't show up. I am not ready to see you at all.....
  4. Melting
    Im just torturing myself, listening to your words. I need to grow some balls and remove you from my life. I have watched you over the years be sweet to others and they shat all over you, then you meet me.... the nice girl, the one who would never do anything wrong and you treated me like crap! For the life of me I just can't figure that out.... I was everything you said you wanted and yet when you got it, you threw it away.
  5. Melting
    Day 9 BU 1st Sept New record for me! I felt quite broken, lost and empty yesterday, but I am a trooper and I will survive.
  6. Melting
    You just need to let me go, cos you can't give me what I want.
  7. Melting
    Yesterday, I wanted to contact you so much, but I fought the urge off. Im not healing as nicely as I thought, one step forward and 10 backwards. When will my misery end and the worst part is, its not like your ever going to disappear from my life, as we have the same friends! I need to find my life and get you out of it, you just bring sorrow to my world.
  8. Melting
    I agree, NC is very hard when you have children. When I broke with my ex, we have 2 children. I just contacted him when it related to something important.... kids, houses, finances.
  9. Melting
    BU 1st Sept Day 8 again. If I survive today it will be the longest amount of time NC. I feel like I am starting to go backwards, I thought it was supposed to get better. Yesterday, I was just miserable, thinking about him all the time and neglecting my own life...
  10. Melting
    Argh I miss you sooooooooooooo much tonight, fighting the urge to contact you.
  11. Melting
    Me too! Wouldn't it be wonderful........... no more hurt
  12. Melting
    BU Sept 1st.. Day 7 again. I am getting out in the real world, but still in my mind taking him with me. I am finding that a little hard, but I am being strong with the NC. He broke me and now I need to heal. Its a shame I still think of him constantly throughout the day, but the saddness has gone. Think I am going through the acceptance stage now.
  13. Melting
    Just wanted to say "Good Morning" nothing else.
  14. Melting
    Day 6 again.... just need to get past Day 8 and then I will be on a new record.
  15. Melting
    Alls I have to say is that your an idiot.
  16. Melting
    I miss you, but I know us being apart is the right thing.... even if it is killing me
  17. Melting
    You just lost the best thing that happened in your life and you know it, that is why your trying to get me back. Well guess what buddy, Im moving on.....
  18. Melting
    Day 5... Feeling good, im free
  19. Melting
    The more time I have to think I only see one thing...... your pathetic, you even know your pathetic. Your insecurities make you hurt everyone around you and then you wonder why you can't find happiness when you put the blame on everyone else. I knew you were down and out and with my caring heart and hand I tried to help you, I gave you everything you asked and you shat all over me. Well guess what my friend, I am moving on and one day you will see a beautiful lady infront of you and you wont be able to have her!
  20. Melting
    Day 4 BU 1st Sept. definitely dont have any urges to contact you. Having my good and bad days, so far the bad out weigh the good, but I know in time that will change. Just trying to be strong and put my energy elsewhere, cos you don't deserve it. Going to start going to gym soon and also organising my passport, so I can have a nice relaxing holiday. Having a goal to work for is great for confidence and occupies the mind.
  21. Melting
    There is only one word for you and that is * * * * * * * ..... why me? Out of everyone you could have treated so poorly, you chose me.... ur friend of 3yrs. Your a * * * * * !
  22. Melting
    Day 3 again BU 1st Sept. As long as he leaves me alone, I will be fine. He won't let me go, but won't commit either. So, one of us has to be the strong one here and I know that isn't going to be you. I do really regret getting involved with you, I should have known better.
  23. Melting
    I won't be your band aid anymore, that is all I ever was to you.. To repair the damage another has done to you, whilst you destroy whom I am as a human being.
  24. Melting
    Day 2 again, BU 1st Sept. I want to continue my NC journey, but you want to see me on Friday, which means I will break it. Just don't know what to do, part of me wants to see you and the other half wants to heal and move on.
  25. Melting
    Im more confused then anything now, I don't know what you want from me.
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