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  1. Melting
    Its hard sitting next to you and not be able to touch you..... I wonder how you are feeling about all of this?
  2. Melting
    Day 3 BU 1st Sept. Off to brave another day at work, whilst my mind constantly thinks of you. I know in time it will all get better!
  3. Melting
    Well I survived my first day working together and I actually got to stick to full NC, as we didn't need to talk about work. The butterflies have left my stomach now. I tried not to look at your face at all today, incase I fell apart, but oh boy you look skinny!
  4. Melting
    Thank you for staying away from me on your first day. I so desperately wanted to hold you, but I survived the day and I will survive many more......
  5. Melting
    Please stay away from me today, I am not your friend, I am nothing to you............ you are merely the invisible man too me. Don't ruin my work life.....
  6. Melting
    Bu 1st Sept Day 2 NC Today will be the first day working together, I have butterflies in my stomach.
  7. Melting
    BU 1st Sept. Day 1 NC...... I will survive!
  8. Melting
    Do you know what hurts the most? Its knowing that I was nothing to you.... These last 8mths you have purely lead me on and you don't care. These last couple of weeks you have been trying to reconcile and we even had a date for tomorrow lunch, but then this morning on went on FB and saw the beautiful, romantic post you had written to your ex. For 8mths you told me you were over her, you lavished me with loved and affection.... yet it was all lies, nothing but lies. I am hurting so bad, the thought of seeing you on Monday for your first day at work, makes me want to vomit. I now have to secretly do my best to heal, whilst smiling at you, as we discuss work. I don't know what I did in life to be so unlucky, first you dump me, then lead me on again, then I read you pour your heart out to your ex and every day I now have to get up in the morning to go work with u! Life is so cruel....
  9. Melting
    My NC challenge will be somewhat different, but I need to post somewhere to help me move on. BU 1st Sept.... Tomorrow will be Day 1 NC I wish to totally remove you from my life, but that is not possible as we are now working together. Apart from work topics, for which I will not go out of my way. I will be in NC.
  10. Melting
    I now have my closure.... Goodbye friend, Hello work colleague!
  11. Melting
    You know what, originally I was beside myself at the thought of working with you. But since you have been in regular contact with me, I am realising that I don't want you at all. Maybe this has worked out for the best. Although I still think of you constantly, I don't miss you, have no desire to see you or even want to be in the same room as you. I am no longer sad and I can feel a hate for you creeping up.
  12. Melting
    I hate you so much!
  13. Melting
    Still in shock, with everything that has happened. We are broken up and soon will be working together, it is really not how I planned on healing myself. All our work collegues know we were together and I know all eyes will be on us.
  14. Melting
    I can no longer post here, as I will not be able to do NC. My ex will be starting work with me shortly and I can't do NC at work, therefore all the rules are broken. It saddens me as I had hope to move on slowly with NC and also for the fact that now I have no where to post!
  15. Melting
    How many times do you have to break me? Not only did u dump me and break my heart, but now you have asked for your old job back and you will be sitting next too me. Why are you so cruel? Do you really think I want to even look at you, let alone talk to you? How do I move on? Before you were just in my thoughts, but now you will be in my face!
  16. Melting
    I don't think it could get any worse..... now I have to work with you!! Please tell me I am having a dream??
  17. Melting
    Day 4 BU 1st Sept. I know that I should have done NC from the beginning, now it is almost 2mths on and I only feel a little better. I set myself back and need to learn from this.
  18. Melting
    I have one thing to say to you............... Goodbye! I won't be posting here anymore, as I have nothing to say to you.
  19. Melting
    Why oh why did I ever get involved with you? I am now questioning whether I ever want to get involved with anyone ever again, as the pain is just not worth it. Now I know why some of my gfs have been single for 10+ years, so they don't have to go through all this crap! I can't blame you, only myself..... for I only wanted one thing and that was to be loved.... silly me for thinking that is even possible for another to love me.
  20. Melting
    Day 3 again BU 1st Sept. Had a positive day yesterday, falling in a little rut today. Hopefully as the day progresses I will feel better. Wondering if you will ever actually be removed from my life, every where I go there are memories, we have the same friends. I still see you walking through my office door everyday...... I see you in my kitchen. I hope they fade soon.
  21. Melting
    The positive thing out of all of this is, that I will move on and be happy. Wheras you will we still be stuck in your sorry, depressed world. I do feel sorry for you, but you have done it to yourself. You only have yourself to blame for not being able to pick yourself up and treat those closest to you with compassion and care.
  22. Melting
    Day 2 again. BU 1st Sept. It is getting better, of course I have my sad days, but I am not sad cos I don't have him. I am sad cos I let myself get hurt again and I feel alone in the world. As time passes I realise that I just mean't nothing to him, when we first broke up those thoughts killed me, now I can think of them and almost blow them off. Life is getting better, I just fall down a hole now and then.
  23. Melting
    You are merely someone I think about cos your in my heart, my mind has already started to move on which is a good thing.
  24. Melting
    So frikin hurt.......
  25. Melting
    Day 1 again. BU 1st Sept I don't know why I do it to myself.
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