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Melting

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  1. Good Morning! ... There now I don't have to say it to your face
  2. Its soooooooooooooooooooo nice to find me again, I haven't smiled in the last 2 months and today I couldn't stop grinning and it has nothing to do with you!
  3. Feeling good today and yesterday, that is 2 days in a row. Starting to feel success within myself now... I knew I was strong, I just had to find it again and I am so happy I have.
  4. Day 6 BU 1st Sept. Yesterday I had my first "relief" day. I managed to look at you several times and pretty much feel nothing................ It felt great! Just a shame that I have to look at you at all...
  5. I know that you think Im your friend, but your wrong. I only talk to you, cos I have too!
  6. Day 5 NC BU 1st Sept I can do this......
  7. I hope you know that one day you will be out of my head, I just hope that day comes soon!
  8. BU 1st sept Day 4 NC I just can't get him out of my head. It is driving me crazy! I need to move on and just don't know how.
  9. Nothing really to say to you, I just want time to go by...... I want to stop feeling you in my heart, so I can move on to another one day and have the happiness I deserve.
  10. Day 3 BU 1st Sept. I honestly thought I would be in a better place by now, maybe it is because I have heard from you so much it has stopped me from moving on. The words you say don't exactly help! The fact that I have to work with you so closely does not help at all! I fear if I even look at you, I will go weak at the knees.
  11. BU 1st Sept..... back to day 1 again. I truly, truly, truly have to do this... I am not a failure in life, so why am I struggling so hard with this. Thankfully the weekend is coming up and I won't see you. Today, I am just going to stay as far away as possible and cross my fingers that I don't have to discuss work with you.
  12. Plain and simple.... I just HAVE to let go, for my own sanity! At the moment I am allowing you to rule my world and that isn't a good thing. Baby steps for me in the positive direction.
  13. Tonight is the first night since we broke up that I have cried for you. I don't understand how you can just hurt me so much. I remember when we were so close and now we walk past each other several times a day and we are invisible to each other..... it breaks my heart.
  14. BU 1st sept. Back to Day 1 NC I messed up big time and feel like an idiot.... I told you I missed you! Working with you is horrible, I want to forget you!!!!!!
  15. I hate working with you, it is killing me! I had one place that I could find my happiness and that was at work and you have destroyed that. To watch you smiling every day, trying to make a conversation with me..... rips my heart into shreads.
  16. Just wanted to say "Good Morn" so I don't have to say it to your face.
  17. BU 1st Sept NC Day 4 I do have to say that life is getting better, would be nice if I could get you out of my head. I have no saddness, nor the desire to contact you. Seeing your face at work every day is hard and I think it hinders my healing. Just think where I could emotionally be now, if you didn't apply for a job at my work!
  18. Thank you. Its very hard working with an ex!
  19. Another day accomplished and I am so proud of myself! I did have to break NC once today, as it had to do with work. But I am still on my own NC challenge and doing well.
  20. I have to say that you look absolutely terrible....... and I look absolutely great!
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