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  1. Melting
    So very sad today. I just feel like bursting into tears, I have not cried once in the 4wks we have been broken up. But today it has all got too much for me. I am just your doormat, it kills me that you treat me this way and I allow it cos I love you. I really need to be strong and remove you from my life forever, but at the moment I just can't find that strength. I no longer have the desire to contact you, it is now you that contacts me, telling me you miss me, your thinking of me.... and so what happens? we get back together and when your feeling scared you just dump me again? I don't think there is any heart left to be ripped up, its already in a million pieces, along with my soul you destroyed. I wish I could hate you for what you have done too me
  2. Melting
    Day 1 AGAIN! BU 1st Sept. You are trying to get back in my life, but you have killed so much of me. I am not ready and to be honest, I don't think I will ever be now... the trust is gone
  3. Melting
    I can't meet you for lunch, everything is on your terms..... Im just not ready
  4. Melting
    Lol - I didn't even survive Day 1...... oh gosh, I managed to get myself to Day 8, now I back to Day 1 and can't even pull that off!
  5. Melting
    You asked me to have lunch with you on friday and honestly... Im just too scared. You have hurt me over and over and I can just see another hurt happening again.
  6. Melting
    I see nothing has changed, you went from a sweet txts to a bad attitude txt. This is why I can't talk too you, do you not understand that? You aren't ready, you are not healed. I am getting blamed for what your ex did to you, but you don't see it........... you think it is me that is * * * * ing with your head, it is only you * * * * ing with your own head!
  7. Melting
    Back to Day 1 for me again! BU 1st Sept
  8. Melting
    Argh darn it........
  9. Melting
    So if he txts me and I reply the next day, have I broken NC? Have I just sent myself back to Day 1, cos it sure feels like it......
  10. Melting
    Im such a * * * * * * * , I replied to your txt... nothing major.. just im doing ok, hope you are well............ But now I feel like a complete failure, I was Day 8 NC and trying my best to cope with it and now I feel like I am back at Day 1. Just leave me alone!
  11. Melting
    Isn't it always the way..... You break up with me out of the blue, for 2wks I try and get you to talk too me, but you won't budge. I deceide to heal and move on, you contact me a few days later asking if I want to come play poker with you and your friends, I decline. A week later you text me saying "Thinking of you Sweetheart, are you ok? xx " Now, I just don't know what to do. Im hurt and you broke my trust.... I just know that if I cave in again, you will hurt me all over again.... If you truly like someone you don't treat them like this.
  12. Melting
    Day 8 BU 1st Sept. I have been thinking whether I should reply to your text or not. You ignored me quite a few times, but there is a difference.... I am not a child. Why did you call me Sweetheart? We aren't together, that was your choice remember..
  13. Melting
    So, I just survived Day 7 and you contact me.... Well you know what buddy, for my own self I am not going to reply. You have hurt me more then enough, let me heal in peace.
  14. Melting
    Argh u just txtd me..... "Thinking of you sweetheart, are you all ok?" I feel so hurt, you dumped me remember........... so leave me the * * * * alone!
  15. Melting
    Missing you! I wish I could turn back the clock, I know I said some things that hurt u
  16. Melting
    I hope you can free all your demons, so one day we can be together again.
  17. Melting
    Day 7 BU 1st Sept It has just been over 3wks now and I must say that the hurt feeling has gone and also the desire to plead, beg. But you are still constantly in my thoughts, no matter how hard I try to get you out. I just hope I can truly forget you one day, but after 3yrs I think it is going to take alot!
  18. Melting
    I miss you more then you will ever know
  19. Melting
    I feel your pain..... I remember when I broke up with an ex, emotionally I was almost healed. He invited me over for Christmas dinner with his family, I was a little hesitant, but thought I was strong enough to make it a good day. He greeted me at the door with love bites all over his neck................ Emotionally it set me back to the day we broke up.
  20. Melting
    My emotions are all over the place, one minute im doing ok and then I hate you, then I miss you... argh! Yet you are feeling none of these! Life has just gone on for you. Day by day is a struggle for me. It is effecting my work, my kids, my life..... I just want to feel settled and with you out of my mind, life, heart.
  21. Melting
    Day 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gee I never thought I had it in me to be this strong, no caving now! Shame I still think of you almost all day long
  22. Melting
    w00t! I survived another day... good for me
  23. Melting
    I hope in time all your wounds will be healed
  24. Melting
    I miss you sooooooooooooooooooooo much, very sad this morning
  25. Melting
    I have so many questions, so much going through my head. I know that I will never get the answers. You have been a major part of my life for the last 3yrs, its horrible to suddenly not have you in my life anymore. If only you felt the same....
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