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  1. Melting
    I was a fool to fall in love with a man who could never love me back. Shame you lead me to believe otherwise these last 9mths
  2. Melting
    Survived Day 1. Today was the first time since we have been working together that he hasn't contacted me in some form. Perhaps it has finally sunk into that thick skull of his what a * * * * * * * he actually is. Hope he is riddled with guilt for leading me on and then tossing me to the kerb.
  3. Melting
    I hate you...
  4. Melting
    Argh I hate myself for liking you. Why can't you fall off the planet or something
  5. Melting
    Messed up big time, back to Day 1!
  6. Melting
    *hugs* Aleina.... I do feel your pain too
  7. Melting
    Day 7 NC Started to see a therapist last week, as my healing is going backwards. I have high hopes that they will be able to help me manage my emotions. I just don't understand my luck, getting dumped by a guy and then a month later he gets a job with me and sitting next to me! I have been there far to long to just up and leave and up until now I absolutely loved my job.
  8. Melting
    Seeing you every day is not healing me, it just makes me want you more. I have started to see a therapist, as all of my mixed emotions are messing up my work and home life. Hopefully they will be able to give me the tools to be able to work with you unemotionally.
  9. Melting
    I feel like talking too you
  10. Melting
    Day 6 NC and im loving it! Sad part is in 2 days I am back at work and I will see you and speak to you again.... Not by my choice! It has been 3mths since we broke up and I feel sad that you are still in my life and I am still very much emotionally attached to you. Well done lonelyheart, I can't wait till I am on Day 14. My longest so far has been 8!
  11. Melting
    My pain is seeing you every day. I have the NC under control and when you talk to me at work I am merely professional and can't wait to get of the phone or out of your face. I dream of what it would be like to not see you every day, unfortunately it is a dream that will never come true. It is hard enough getting you out of my heart, but in my face every day is torture!
  12. Melting
    It was great to not see you today, I just wish every other day was like that too!
  13. Melting
    Day 5 NC Had today off work, its emotionally taking its toll on me seeing him every day. I need like a year off work! Booked a holiday today, so that will give me 2wks where I don't have to see him and hopefully I can heal alot in that time.
  14. Melting
    Why can't you just do us both a favour and quit! Why did you take the job in the first place? Just stay away from me, I hate the fact I HAVE to talk to you.
  15. Melting
    Day 4 NC I just want him completely out of my life. Working with him sucks big time.
  16. Melting
    Day 3 BU 1st Sept I honestly think I would be alot further along, if I had just gone NC from the start. You see a week after we broke up, he started contacting again... whispering sweet words, saying everything I wanted to hear... He wanted me back, we talked over and over and would take it slow. How foolish was I to think he was being honest? Here I sit alone, not a word from him.... vanished again. Gave me hope and took it away. I should have been alot stronger and ignored every contact. Hence I wouldn't be trying to mend my heart again... silly, silly me.. I have no one to blame but myself
  17. Melting
    I need to stop posting in here, cos the more I post the more I think of you and that is what I need not do!
  18. Melting
    You ignored 2 of my texts, yet happily chat to me at work.... what gives?
  19. Melting
    Everything was going well.... I told you I got a job working nights and never heard from you again. So confused and you won't tell me whats up. Bad communicator!
  20. Melting
    Why did you do this to me? What happened from fri to sat that made you start ignoring me?
  21. Melting
    Day 3 Argh I have to see you today. Imagine what it is like to see the man you love several times a day, talk to him and full well know that he doesn't give a rats about you.... hurts like hell.
  22. Melting
    Nobody has ever made me feel so insecure, you come and go from my life like nothing is wrong. You truly are a horrible person.
  23. Melting
    Just wanted to thank you for all your support.......... that you never gave me!
  24. Melting
    Hate you so much this morning. You ripped out my heart once, showered me with affection ever since. I was wary and coy of your motives, but you assured me that everything will be alright and we will have a strong relationship. And where are you now? Back to ignoring me.... your a piece of * * * * . I wouldn't treat my worst enemy the way you have treated me.
  25. Melting
    Day 2 I have awoken hating your guts, im so mad at you. I will see you at work today, the desire to punch you in the face is strong!
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