Life has it's ups and downs. I would take it one steep at a time. Call him see how he fills. Because thats what I did, when I was in the spot you were in. I asked him if we could try agen. He thout it was worth a shot, and I have been with him now for about a year after that. But let me worn you now it wont be all that fun to start out with, but it'll be worth it in the long run. So go for it. And if he dusent want to try agen at least you can move on. But its worth a try.