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  1. Hey everybody- Before I tell you what's going on heres some backround between my boyfriend and I- He WONDERFUL. I have never been in love like this before. He's just amazing, the kind of person who when you're out in a group with, people see the nice gestures he makes and I just feel so lucky to be "his." He gets along with my entire family extremely well, which of course makes group gatherings great! And we just have the greatest connections with each other, mentally, physically, and socially. So you would think to yourself where is the problem right? Well, my problem doesn't directly deal with him..It's a mental issue between myself and me. One day as I was getting home from work-SOMEHOW and SOMEWAY- a thought came about in my head-why do you need him? It sounds crazy but It like wasn't "me." It's like that bad voice that we hear at times. and well lets just say it stuck with me. I mean I could have the perfect weekend lined up and be so happy..but then the thought would come up in my head and I'd be like 50% less happier in an instant. The HORRIBLE thoughts that come in my head are like torturing me. NONE of them are true and I know that and people say well then everythign is fine because you knwo its not true..but it's like my head is just trying to get me to not be happy. It sounds crazy-I just hope someone can understand and help me, it's been ongoing and I don't want to have them anymore. I love him so much and he's my everything
  2. Hey everybody- Before I tell you what's going on heres some backround between my boyfriend and I- He WONDERFUL. I have never been in love like this before. He's just amazing, the kind of person who when you're out in a group with, people see the nice gestures he makes and I just feel so lucky to be "his." He gets along with my entire family extremely well, which of course makes group gatherings great! And we just have the greatest connections with each other, mentally, physically, and socially. So you would think to yourself where is the problem right? Well, my problem doesn't directly deal with him..It's a mental issue between myself and me. One day as I was getting home from work-SOMEHOW and SOMEWAY- a thought came about in my head-why do you need him? It sounds crazy but It like wasn't "me." It's like that bad voice that we hear at times. and well lets just say it stuck with me. I mean I could have the perfect weekend lined up and be so happy..but then the thought would come up in my head and I'd be like 50% less happier in an instant. The HORRIBLE thoughts that come in my head are like torturing me. NONE of them are true and I know that and people say well then everythign is fine because you knwo its not true..but it's like my head is just trying to get me to not be happy. It sounds crazy-I just hope someone can understand and help me, it's been ongoing and I don't want to have them anymore. I love him so much and he's my everything.
  3. guys I'm very sorry that you found my post to be offensive. I must reassure you that i am not prejudice at all. I'm very sorry and after re-reading my post i did notice i definetly give that impression off. My boyfriend is not latino or anything and if he were i would love him unconditionally as i do now. Race will not change my way of acting looking or feeling towards anyone. I'm sorry if i may have given anyone that impression. I really am. I guess i was looking to people who i thought would not judge me (as i told them i wasnt prejudice, however there was no other way of asking that question then the way i did) but apparently i was wrong, and im sorry for offending people.
  4. what do you mean you dont know what im talkign about?? explain please, im sorry. and im 22 why?
  5. yeahhh, can I please have some real advice? thank you!
  6. Okay, So i have had a boyfriend now for almost a year in November, and We are so in love! He's so wonderful, I mean we have occasional arguments, but for the most part, I'm just so happy where I am at. We communicate on a regular basis..and always see each other to spend time together and hang out. and recently I had been having these thoughts that i almost feel guilty for having! like i should tell him or something..but I'm afraid that he will be upset with me. Basically I'm caucasion (I mean i have like Irish in me and Im sure other little things, but I'm caucasion) and My boyfriend is caucasion as well, with about 30ish % of mexican in him. I mean its not even bad at all..lol i sound crazy. but i mean like its a little noticeable i guess, but its almost like just enough to make him hot, ya know? but i mean i know this sounds bad but i always tend to wonder what our kids would look like, should we ever have kids someday? i dont think that is abnormal. anyone would sometime as themselevs what there kids would look like regardless! But i mean not that im predjudice AT ALL, but i mean of course i would like my child to be white. and i mean with my caucasion and his caucasion/ a little mexican..would it just like cancel it out?? i mean i know some people think im crazy, but im hoping there are a few people out there that can understand my thoughts! and i mean i would never ever break it off with him for any of these reasons, its just a question from a curious someone! thanks so much for any help anyone may offer! Celci
  7. hey guys, I'm having some personal issues right now and ive tried to work them out by myself but its sounding to me as if i need some help now, the reason i came here is because i know alot of girls in this day tend do obsess over weight problems for attention, when they arent even fat...but I'm not fat either and i think i am...I'm afraid if this keeps up i will become anorexic or bulimic and i dont want it to get this far. so once again i came here to get advice form people and not have my actual friends in there heads being like..shes not fat i dont know why shes obsessing...its my own deal and i need a way to beat it. First of all I'm about 5'3" and im 128lbs. Im not fat but like anyone..wants to be toned...but me not being ocmpletely tone, its like my mind is telling me your fat ..and im looking in the mirror and im like im not though...for those of you that dont know thats the first sign of anorexia and im trying to beat it...anyways so about a week and a half ago i started to run (which i LOVE to do) 3 1/2 miles every night..and obviously pounds dont shed or you dont look different every night but i do feel a little better about myself and it beats stress and im feeling a little more toned, if you will..but my question to you is that if i keep running about 3 miles a night or so, will i become more toned? and about how long does it take to notice some changes..thanks so much...oh and other weight loss tips are also helpful
  8. celci

    hand job

    i need help on how to do a "proper" hand job..(to a guy obviously) i need help! how to do things..ive heard the phrase.."tease the head"..what does that exactly mean? and also how do i make him really happy..lol..well you get it! respond please! thanks
  9. thanks...that answers #3 but i still need help on 1 and 2!
  10. alright so i just recently got a new b/f...my last one ONLY ever made out with me..no problems there..except that now ihave no expierence...so yeah, please give me some advice on these... 1-when a guy fingers a girl...how do they do it..and what do i do? 2-how do i give him head? i mean do i just suck on him? i honestly don't know... 3-when we are making out..how can i make it more interesting..and what do guys enjoy MOST about making out..so i know what to do thanks...celci
  11. Hey guys! Okay I don't have a big problem or anything but I would really appreciate some advice! So if you want to help me out keep reading! Thanks! Okay so I recently have gotten a new job, and there I have made many friends, and one of which I kind of had a thing for at first and then I realized he had a g/f, so I moved on, but it kind of stayed with me every time I talked to him. Well last Friday I went into work very upset and people could tell I had been crying, well without making a big deal about it (which I liked) he mouthed the words, "are you okay?" and I shook my head, and he replied with, "do you want to talk about it?" and I nodded my head. So he came over and we walked outside and around the corner and we hadn't even gotten to what was wrong with me, b/c we always had something to talk about. It was awesome we just talked and talked…and before we knew it I looked at my watch and it was 6 15ish…2 hours of talking that felt like 5 minutes. It was great, and he made me feel so much better. And during this time somehow we got on the subject of how we both don't like prevocative girls or things like that, and then he just said..see you remind me a lot of my g/f..your fun and ya tease me and stuff" and inside I was like wow..he compared me to his g/f that's something! Ya know? And so then we kept talking and he would tell me how he doesn't like ditzy girls at all and things like that..and then we went back inside and with our job onl two people work together at a time and so we would both try to work with each other the rest of the night and then at times I would catch him looking at me or he would walk in the room and look at me and I d look at him and just kinda smile, and then towards the end of the night he asked me if I needed a ride home and of course I said yes, and then there is a group of us about 4 including me that hang out at work and hes in that group as well and they were all going to hang out after work and he asked me if I wanted to come…and I really wanted to but b/c of what happened before work I couldn't..but yeah that's basically my story as of now. Okay so my question is this…does it seem like he may like me? I mean im not trying to get all 5 gradish on you but I need so advice on how to pursue this and all, considering the fact that he has a g/f. I really do like him and, we will work together all day on Saturday so I kinda need some advice so on Saturday I know what to do. So give me some thigns I could try to do/say to see what happens or any advice will be greatly appreciated. Thanks so much -celci- ----also give some advice that i can use...that is a big turn on to a guy! thanks.
  12. okay so recently i posted a topic(go look it havent already) on this guy that i like and the only reason i liek him is b/c i found out he likes me. well i took everyones advice on calling him, except his phone was off so i left a message in the hopes that he would get it and call me back. well that was saturday and here we are thursday night...and well no call however hes friends with my best friend and all of his friends r friends with me, and liek i have said before he is a shy guy so he wont just "up adn call me" however my friend asked him today..have ya talked to celci much? and he responded with no really...and she said did u get her message and he said what message and to make a long story short he never got my message. and so then maybe 5 min. later one of my other friends went up to him and goes hey have ya talked to celci much lately? and hes like yeah kinda..and so basically again to make a long story short he kinda gave them an attitude as if"everyone keeps talking to me about this i want it to stop" kinda (he never said that though) and so now when my friend told me this i was kinda mad b/c i never tell people to tlak to him they just do it, and i dont want him to think im telling everyone to say stuff and were back in elementary school ya know? but she said no hes not mad at u..it just seemed like evryone was tlaking about it and maybe he was tired of it(again she is not sure just an opinion) and so i now i mean i still really like him and i dont know what to do about it! should i call him again? or would he think wow shes crazy..but i never really called int he first place..b/c his phone was off ya know? ugh i dont know, but what i do know is that i really like this guy and i dont want everything to get screwed over including myself, b/c people say things. let me knwo if i shoudl call again or what to do when i see him..(realisitcally people..things you would do) thanks so much -signed with a sigh...celci
  13. okay so recently i found out that this guy likes me, he and i have known each other for about 4 years now, but have never really been close friends however we have never not been friends. and so when i found out about this i was pretty excited b/c he has a great personality and hes really cute and a real sweet guy. so about a week or so ago he ended up calling me for the first time and he and i talked for about 30 min...just about random things, it was a very nice conversation. and since then..i dont really see him in school, i mean i see him but not like 5 feet away where i can walk up all the time and talk to him. so we havent talked in this past week at all...and so im thinking in my head well maybe hes waiting for me to call him, b/c he called first..? but i don't know, basically i want peoples opinions especailly guys on what i should do. i don't want to call him and him to think wo..lol..but i also dont want to make a fool of myself by calling, so please just give me some honest feedback that you could see yourself doing...thanks so much! and also at school what should i do? please help me! -celci 8)
  14. hey guys...recently i have been feeling fat, but im not. im afraid that this will lead to a disorder. so in order to help myself out, i want to just "shed" or lose a couple pounds. we just bought an elliptical, so hopefully it will help!! but also i know you have to eat right and what not, but i need some thigns that help tone up these areas...my lower back/hips...inner thighs...and lower stomach area. just to help tone up, im just sick of feeling this way and if it continues i know the outlook wont be good. thanks so much for everyones help. celci
  15. i dont really know why but the thing i look at most on a body is someones clavicals. you know right below their neck? well tons of people i know have clavicals that stick out, and i love it. and i was wondering if anybody knew any exercises or websites that might help me out on succeeding in this. please help me out fast!! summer is here! thanks! celci 8)
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