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Thank You!

Flying down US 33 late for work again Excessive speeds I did not top Foot on the accelarator about mid-way Pulled over by a damned ol' cop.. My insurance was paid..I'm thankful for that Seatbelt was worn and snuggly in place He was all bug-eyed and fit to be tied When he got up in my face... "Haven't I pulled you over before"? I heard him say through clenched jaw "It seems to be a ritual for you To keep messing with the law.." "Another ticket I'll have to write To help pay for the cruiser I drive I sure could use a vacation this year You keep this department alive.." I paid for his cruiser, his vacation too I even pay for his child support.. You think I would learn my lesson As many times as I've been to court!! Here I go again, flying down US 33 Hair blowing, speeding I just can't stop Radio cranked and jammin to the tunes And here comes that damned ol' cop..

My Son's Secret My son has hidden a secret For over twenty years He was afraid to let it be known 'Cause of rejection, pain, and fears He told me all about it With tears streaming down his face It was so hard for him to tell me He kept saying he was a disgrace He didn't know how to begin To tell his secret to me He was afraid that I would reject him But he had no cause to be I held his head against me "Please God, heal the hurt I pray" My son has finally told me All his life he has known he was gay "My son", I said, "I love you still" "Did you expect my love to waiver? This secret you've had for twenty years Could make me not love you-never!" "A mothers love, it knows no bounds I will love you till the end of my days But other people's ignorance May not understand your ways" "The only advice I can give to you Is to your own self you must be true Don't try to be what you're not, my son Because pretending will never do" "I know your secret was hard to tell Yes, for me it was quite a surprise But I love you no matter what, my son Now go wipe the tears from your eyes"

Here is another one I wrote.. ~Dream Lover~ I held you in my dreams I didn't even know your name A picture of some fantasy To me you slowly came.. A unique human specimen Without a single flaw Buried deep within my brain The dream it told me all... I know you must be out there Waiting for me to find That picture perfect stranger Who's trapped inside my mind And when I go to sleep at night Will you forever come to me? Embracing me in encompassed love For all eternity? Someday I just may find you This stranger I've never seen Lost in the land of midnight sleep Of whom I often dream....

On a mid-nite train to nowhere I left my home of long ago Destination..sites not set on Wracking brain tis to or fro Journey begun without an ending Search high and low for beconing bright May be to hasty in my decision Left at first when day was light... Seems to me..I run too quickly No map nor compass I employ Left my true love by the wayside My grown up man who is a boy... Understanding self my true realization I'm not ready to be so tied... Were it not with thoughts of preservation To know my dear one I had lied? Someday when.. I know not yet love When I am sure my heart is true I will find my way to happiness And at the end..Will I find you?

I put a spell upon your head I left you wishing you were dead All the Hell you put me through That was the least that I could do Voodoo magic is in the air I've been told I have a flair For rectifying what is wrong My magics swift and not too long A pinch of this a dash of that Secret ingredients put in my vat I'll teach you not to mess with me And while you suffer..I'll dance with glee Dont turn around or you may find That you have simply lost your mind Can you hear me laughing at my joke? Those funny words that I had spoke spoke Ha Ha Ha..He He He The final revenge is not for me You thought you had me..I can tell But now its your turn to rot in Hell

If you ask me for knowledge I'll give you a book If you ask me for approval I'll give you a look If you ask me for patience I'll give you some time If you ask me for a drink I'll give you red wine If you ask me for hope I'll give you a dream If you ask me for a plan I'll give you a scheme If you ask me for freedom I'll let you part But if you ask me for love.... Then I'll give you my heart

My Heart If you ask me for knowledge I'll give you a book If you ask me for approval I'll give you a look If you ask me for patience I'll give you some time If you ask me for a drink I'll give you red wine If you ask me for hope I'll give you a dream If you ask me for a plan I'll give you a scheme If you ask me for freedom I'll let you part But if you ask me for love.... Then I'll give you my heart © 1998 Su56

I wish I had an answer but I have been divorced from my ex for 3 years and separated for 2 prior to the divorce and I still can't get over him. When I took my marriage vows I meant forever and we are now seeing each other again and talking of getting back together. I played the waiting game and won but others may not...you have to do whats best for you. I tried to get over mine but couldn't..maybe you will but it will take time.

I would say find a common interest you have together, I have 7 kids so I know where you are coming from.