First a few quotes from Fight Club (this movie was the only thing that got me through grade school):
Jack wake up at Seatac, SFO, LAX. You wake up at O'Hare, Dallas-Fort Worth, BWI. Pacific, mountain, central. Lose an hour, gain an hour. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. You wake up at Air Harbor International. If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?
Tyler Durden: This is a chemical burn. It will hurt more than you've ever been burned before. You will have a scar.
Jack: If I didn't say anything, people always assumed the worst.
Tyler Durden: Tell him. Tell him, The liberator who destroyed my property has realigned my perceptions.
Jack: I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every Panda that wouldn't screw to save its species. I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all the French beaches I'd never see. I wanted to breathe smoke.
Tyler Durden: Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.
Jack: When people think you're dying, they really, really listen to you, instead of just...
Marla Singer: - instead of just waiting for their turn to speak?
If you feel anything like there was acid poured on your soul and you were eaten from the inside to where you were nothing more then hollow while feeling trapped and surrounded like a caged animal then I went through the same stuff when I was your age. You have to let yourself go. Who ever you think you are today or tomorrow is not you. Pain, saddness, despair, depression are not you but a reflection of what you see the world around you as. It is kind of like you are what people tell you are so that is what I must be. So simply the only thing I can say is try to figure out who you want be.