No Answers, just a rant! sorry...
Yea I know how you feel!
last year I was content, I had a pretty boring life, but was Ok with it.
Then I met a girl at work, It wasn't love at first sight or anything, but once I got to know her, I thought oh my god I like this girl.(Damn feelings!)
So it wasn't like I wanted to be with someone/anyone.
Now I know what I'm missing, I hate my boring life!
I did the brave thing and told her, but we're just friends.
The worst part is her Boyfriend cheats on her and it breaks my heart.
When I'm with her lifes great, but when I'm not...
I have friends, but they happy to sit in and smoke dope, I wanna get out and do things.
I've just lost my job and now my days and nights are empty.