PunkPyro912

oh i know how it feels GeNeRAzNXoXo87, i have a "friend" just like that. Well hes not really my friend now but he used to...like when we would hang out just me and him he would be cool and we could talk about stuff and all but when hes around me and other people he is a royal prick (sorry for the lang.). He always has to get things his way and if he doesnt he gets mad and all and hes gotten so annoying and ALL of his friends have stoppd liking him and now he hangs out with like potheads and stuff. I dont think yrou overreacting cuz you need a place to let out all the stuff you feel and ENotAlone is the perfect place for it.

Yeah if it were me i would definatly ask for forgiveness, for me...it would be like doing something really bad like i dunno.....break somethignr eally valuable in the house or something (the mind of a 12 year old), and if i didnt tell them after ac ouple days it would REALLY bother me and build up on me. Now for you if its been a couple days, weeks, months, years, etc. it would be KILLING me inside, so the best you can do for your future marriage is tell him and beg him for forgiveness

well thanks for the advice, wish more people would have gotten me more advice but oh well...i think this could really help me next time im about to flip out at someone. Thanks

For me, the fact of the matter is that i have no life. I live in a small town, i have a few amount of friends, im not that good looking, and sometimes i really want to do something different instead of the stupid and boring daily routine that i have. Yes i may only be 12, but i dont think situations like this really depend on age. I just want to do something big or different, and go to someplace where no one will know me and ill be able to do different things. I basically sit around the house all day and watch TV until i have to go to work, and thats no different either. If anyone has any suggestions to how they can help me with this boredness and emptiness that would be cool....Thanks

Yeah as bad and unhappy your life gets you have to remember taht stuff passes and youll eventually find something that will make you happy, like gilgamesh said, set small goals you can achieve and also try to find a hobby that you really like and start playing/using/doing/etc. it, if it makes you happy then continue with it

like myplague said I would also love to have a kiss or a girlfriend. i may be still young but i know a bunch of other kids that have already had a girlfriend or something and sometimes i just feel like im the biggest loser ever. I know im not that great looking or anything but i can still agree with myself taht i dont have that bad of a personality (with a few flaws) and sometimes i just get really mad at the girls that care about looks and looks only. Ive never had a girlfriend, and by the looks of it i think that i never will. I also live in a small town...and most of the friends i have are guys with the exception of a few good friends that are girls that i would never imagine going out with. i just get pissed off at myself for being the way that i am and i always wish that i could change myself...

Hey, i was just wondering if someone could give me some advice on what to do with this problem i have. To most people i dont seem like it, but when things that really bother me build up on me i become literally furious and i feel like picking the thing thats right next to me, no matter in size or weight, and throwing it at someone/something. Its not as much when im aroudn my friends, because we usually have a good time and dont get mad at each other, but its more when im around my family. My parents keep on bugging me about little things and when they build up i just lash out with rage. I usually go to my room and scream into my pillow until my throat feels as if someone was slashing it with a razor blade everytime i talk, and throwing things around as well as punching my door or the walls. Even though i do that, i sometimes flip out on my family, more on my sister or my mother. If im in that mood and they aggiate me i just start screaming at them. Please if anyone can give me advice or any tips to help this rage that would be very well appreciated

Yeah, warm washcloths DO feel good when im finishing up