megs

thanks for everyones advice, but i don't want you all to think i'm a bad person i just can't help wondering if he is really it or if i'm just settling down for the sake of it. I can't tell him yet because i know he would be really upset and he is not the most emotionally atble guy and i couldn't live with the fact that he hurt himself because of me. And just to clarify things fooloing around doesn't mean sleeping with and the person i'm talking to right now nothing really happens when we meet, we talk and have a really fun time but both don't want to push any farther until i am sure what i want thanks, megs

i am engaged to the best guy but i find that every so often i freak out and go out and have a lot to drink and then end up fooling around with someone else. i really love him but sometimes i hust think thjat i don't know if he is the one, no one has ever loved me like him and i know that if i leave him it will probably be my last chance at true love. Recently i met someone (who i had known and been with years ago) and we started talking and seeing each other, i know he doesn't want a relationship and he knows i'm in one but the chemistry is amazing.