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  1. didyoumissme
    yeah, I need to turn my frown upside down, Thanks!
  2. didyoumissme
    I feeling really lonley right now tho.. I need a friend right now..
  3. didyoumissme
    Yeah, I don't know.. I'm tired of playing games.. as far as I'm concern the game is over & it's his lost!
  4. didyoumissme
    Wow.. I can't believe I will be turning 28 years old tomorrow...
  5. didyoumissme
    I feel sad, sleepy right now... But, I'm hanging in there...
  6. didyoumissme
    I know he wasn't really a true/good friend of mine. But, I still think of him alot and wished he thought of me and actually cared and wanted me for a friend. He was the one who actually said to me "don't call me or email me anymore for a while" So, I'm still trying to respect his wishes and not contact him at all. I don't know if he meant to never contact him ever again or if it meant just for right now? and/or I don't know if he meant "anymore for a while" as in a couple weeks, months, years? I'm so confused too right now. I want to ask him, But.. I can't. I keep checking my hotmail. But, he hasn't emailed me at all.. It's been over a month now. So, I guess he don't need or want me for a friend anymore. I'm so sad right now, tears are pouring out of my eyes endlessly right now. I want to call/email him again to ask if we can still be friends and if he will still be my buddy,ask him if he's mad/hate me. But, I know I can't , I have to let only"him" go. Our friendship was not meant to be. I must try to stay strong, move on with my life with my true, real friends
  7. didyoumissme
    Yeah, I'm having trouble in copeing too. I lost a best friend and missing some old good friends in the past. Is there a book out there on "how to cope with losing a best friend"?
  8. didyoumissme
    I'm trying to hang in there.. I don't really have a choice now. It's very,very hard tho. I'm missing not only him, But.. some old friends who I also be so closed to back in the day.. Why do things have to change? Why can't it ever be the same? I don't like changes for the worst. I don't like any kind of change at all. I'm sorry, But.. I'm having a very sad moment right now. I'm trying really hard not to email, call him. It's been well over a month since I called him. He can't call me since my phone number has been changed. As much as I want to give him my new number, I know it's not a good idea. Plus, he doesn't or hasn't responsed any emails back to me. The last email was the end of August that I sented. When I just say Hi, how are you doing? Type email. I just want the pain, hurt to end. I don't want to hurt anymore. I want to be happy. I don't wanna feel sad, Because why should I care when it's obvious he doesn't care or feeling sad wanting to contact me. I've always been such a good friend to him too and I guess all along I've tried for nothing.
  9. didyoumissme
    Morning, How is everyone doing? I'm doing okay, I guess..
  10. didyoumissme
    same stuff, different day.
  11. didyoumissme
    I really try not to count the days. It still hurts when I think over on everything that was said & done. As much as it hurts and very hard to do, it's all pointless. I'm still moving on. I know he was never nearly as hurt/sad/mad over this as much as I am. I can see that I cared more all along. So, if he's living his life happy and not worrying about me at all,Then why should I worry or be miserable over this anymore? It seems like us not talking doing NC doesn't bother him at all.. So, why should it bother me? I must move on, don't worry, be happy.
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  13. didyoumissme
    *hugs Red* aaww sorry to hear that you haven't slept. I can sleep okay if I take my aniexty medicine. But, if it wasn't for the medicine I'd probably wouldn't get any winks at night either.. How are you feeling today? I'm okay, hanging in there.. I hope to really get all over this one day.:sleeping:
  14. didyoumissme
    Good Morning
  15. didyoumissme
    yeah, i know how you are feeling because i've been feeling blue too..
  16. didyoumissme
    yeah, same here...
  17. didyoumissme
    I'm trying to not even count the days of NC anymore.. I need to heal, I want to heal. I know eventally, I will heal!
  18. didyoumissme
    Thankyou Kell!
  19. didyoumissme
    It's been about 2 weeks and I'm still hanging in there with NC!
  20. didyoumissme
    Thanks reality_writer & everyone! I don't have time or money to see a therapist. I wanna do this on my own. It's much easlier said then done of course.. I've been good, I haven't contacted him any. I'm hanging in there..sticking to NC! I know I can do it!
  21. didyoumissme
    after he told me to not contact him he replied to to an email with answers to some questions I asked. so for that alone should i just have a piece of mind that he doesnt hate me ? I didn't reply back to the email after he answer a couple questions, I don't think I will til maybe one day he actually contacts me again. Don't worry, I'll give him pently of space.
  22. didyoumissme
    I feel like he hates me or something like that. But.. He did responded to an email yesterday (after he told me to nop contact him)so for that alone should i just have a piece of mind that he doesnt hate me that maybe its all in my head?
  23. didyoumissme
    Ahhh.. another day.. trying to stay strong... How's everyone else doing?
  24. didyoumissme
    I feel like he hates me or something like that. But.. He did responded to an email yesterday (after he told me to nop contact him)so for that alone should i just have a piece of mind that he doesnt hate me that maybe its all in my head?
  25. didyoumissme
    I'm on day 1 all over again... I don't understand why it's so hard for me.. I'm getting upset with myself that it's hard to let go..
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