kiama Posted March 19, 2007 Share Posted March 19, 2007 Well, im sure youre all SICK of me by now, lol.... but i just had some stuff to say. I have come to realise that we are over, and have accepted it. i wont lie and say i dont wish for us to be reunited, but i know that wont be now. i could get run over by a bus tomorrow, so thinking about that now, is just stupid. I have to say i have done pretty well considering they way hes been acting. very odd and misleading. on Saturday night he text me asking where i was, i was very drunk (st patricks day) replied, i was in the taxi que, within five minutes he was in the que with me, he left wherever he was straight away, begged me to go back to his. i did - okay stupid, but i was really needing the closest bed possible, lol. left on sunday, went out sunday night only to have him texting and phoning asking where i was, i was very cool and left replying till much later, i was out with friends, by the time id replyed hed already started walking home. today he dropped a few things off... when he phoned to say he was coming over i RAN - lol. left the house open but wasnt home. i got a reply later asking 'why didnt you want to see me?' which i ignored. spoke for a bit tonight on msn, and i explained i wasnt clear about the way things were going... was he keen on trying slowly again, and he said no. he wants to have 'fun' with me (including sex), but doesnt want any boundaries. so really i think hes up in the head. this is what us DUMPEES NEED to do. face the facts. they DONT want to be with us seriously - end of story. what is my ex playing at..... fact - the ONLY way, ONLY way, they will ever CONSIDER coming back to us is most likely going to be after a good few months, of NO CONTACT. so dont dwell on the months, get over it in the meantime. fact - they will almost definitely will have been with someone else before they consider taking us back. fact. get over it. i dont like to admit it, and nobody wants to hear it, but its TRUE. so lets not dwell on what we know is going to happen anyway. its really all about facing facts, and accepting them. they DONT want to be with us right now - who cares if they change there mind in the future cos that is not now. bit of a rant. sorry. sometimes i just need to be told straight. i really have accepted hes not interested.. but i have to say it does boggle my mind a bit, the way hes been acting...., and yes, i do wonder... is he just totally confused or what. Link to comment
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