Danica Posted March 3, 2007 Share Posted March 3, 2007 OK this is a bit long but i feel i have to tell my whole story. I met my boyfriend of 8 years when I was 18 we had a great relationship although sex has always been a bit of a problem in fact until recently I thought I just didn't like sex at all. Other than that our relationship was great. We get along so well and are so comfortable together, he understands me like no one else does he truly loves me more than anything else in the world and I do love him too. We spent 8 years together. We always had financial problems but we always got through it together even when it got bad and trust me it got real bad (at one point we were living in our car). So we decided to take a chance and move accross the country to a more prosperous area with the hope of higher paying jobs and a better life. All was going well he got a great job and although I was just waitressing the tips were great we were making more money than ever before things seemed to be working out. One of my first days at my new job a customer came in and I knew the moment I saw him that there would be something between us I don't know how but I just knew. I know this is awefull but to be honest I expected it to end up as a quick fling purely sexual. Well somehow I fell in love with him. While my BF was away for a week at a work training course I spent every night with him for the first couple days I made excuses and lied to my BF but then eventually I just told him. It was an awefull thing to do because he was far away and couldn't do anything. He obviously took it very badly and even said he didn't want to live anymore. When he got back I packed my stuff and left into the arms of the other man. Many tears were shed by both, I still loved him and hated hurting him but somehow my selfishness allowed me to do it. After moving in with the other man my BF (now ex) started exchanging text messages I missed him and I told him so, I contemplated going back and I told him so, Eventually I actually did go back but only for 2 days I missed the other man and I love him too, then I left (again) and went back to the other man but the texting did not stop. So here's where it gets really hard I am now pregnant I'm 95% sure it belongs to other man he really wants to have the baby. I got scared I guess I'm not really sure why but I left him a week ago and came back to the BF he loves me so much that he is willing to take me back even now. HE's also willing to take care of the baby. So here I am pregnant, confused, and in love with 2 men both of whom love me tons. Any help would be much appreciated. Quote Link to comment
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