Dark Cloud Posted February 8, 2007 Share Posted February 8, 2007 Hi again people...It's been a while since last I posted something in here... not that I've been any much better, I just didn't feel like posting anything... I don't know why I live anymore...everything seem so...useless... why do we live anyway? That's the question I've been asking myself over and over again lately, but I still don't have an answer... I've had emotional brakedowns all the time lately, yet I've so far managed to keep people around me out of it, as I don't want them to get involved in it. And they probably wouldn't care any much anyway... One of my problems is my dad, he's never home, and when he is, I never have the time to talk to him. My mom, I don't talk much to her, she just yell at me all the time... I don't have that many friends either. I used to have, but they are all gone now. Some here, and some there, spread around in different schools and cities. Some of them I don't want to talk to anymore either, I don't have any good memories from them anyway... Also, I have a really hard time making friends, as I'm too frightened of getting hurt or being let down in any way. I don't trust anyone anymore...not even myself... All my dreams seems to be crushed. The school that I once wanted to go to, now seems to be way out of my grasp. My grades are dropping, my life's a mess, and there seems to be no one out there... I don't know what to do anymore... Quote Link to comment
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