AwesPos1993 Posted March 12, 2017 Share Posted March 12, 2017 So way back in August I met a guy whilst I was travelling (you might see in some of my previous points I was going through a really rocky period with my ex - we eventually broke up for good and it was definitely the right decision, I really wasn't happy with that relationship but that's a completely different story) I met a guy from New Zealand. We had a couple of weeks of a holiday romance - we got on super well, had amazing sex and generally I just felt like he was the sort of person I needed in a relationship. When it came time for me to go home we both discussed continuing things but agreed that given the distance (I live in Scotland) it really wasn't feasible. I tried to convince myself that I was okay with this decision. Once I got home he was still travelling. We stayed in touch and he would often tell me he missed me and stuff. Speaking to him was the highlight of my day. We drifted apart for a little while but he messaged me on my birthday in November and we started speaking again regularly. I told him that I still liked him and missed him but was happy just being friends and he told me that he still felt the same way. Around Christmas I realised that I was completely lying to myself and that actually I really wanted something more from him. A few days before Christmas (he was back home in New Zealand by this time) I sent him a long message on Facebook telling him how I really felt and how I thought that we could possibly make things work. I never got a response from him and between Christmas and New Year he blocked myself and my friend who I had been travelling with when we met on all social media. This was obviously over two months ago now and it has been over six months since we even saw each other but he is still on my mind a lot and I still miss him. I just feel like I never got any closure on the relationship and I'm really not sure how to move on. It's impeding my ability to move on and meet new people as I feel that I just continuously compare other people who I meet to him and the last couple of times I have slept with people (they have been one night stands) I have wished I was with him instead. I don't know what to do. I don't want to be the one to reach out to him as I don't want to "lose" but equally I don't know how else to move on after all this time?! Any advice? Thanks x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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