LostandUnfound Posted December 31, 2011 Author Share Posted December 31, 2011 amitriptylne is th firt one ive takn of any anti depressants Link to comment
LostandUnfound Posted December 31, 2011 Author Share Posted December 31, 2011 my spelling is sgetting worse soooo i think im gonna go .. this will be my last post im sad but gratefull for ure help .. live long and prosper and keep up the good work!! and angela misjudged you sorry . ..... Link to comment
Angelafire3 Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 I'm sorry too. You saying your going to do what your going to do..to me..is a irrational, crazy, & frantic situation. I've been on other forums where my tuff love, helped a quite a few people in your position, because i know it'd helped me when i needed it. I was so far gone and people were babying me and i was crying, and some gal got on there and said "HEY whats wrong with you, SNAP OUT OF IT"...and it worked. For me anyway. I'm sorry if i seemed to harsh, but i wanted to see if you'd fight back, and you did. And to me, that shows alot....I read people..its actually what i do. I think you should get up, go outside, look at the sky and take a long deep breath. Link to comment
Tuffly Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 My first medication didn't take. After a six weeks, the doctor said I should have improved more than I had, so she switched me. I think at the very least, call your doctor's office as soon as possible, and just ask to speak to someone about it. They may recommend you stop taking it, or take less of it. It's just a thought. The pain will still be there, but it will be more manageable. you have thought about this a long time, which means you are careful and think things through. Give one more a try. And maybe it can be manageable again. It's going to be a long weekend. Offices are closed, and I'm hoping that at least realizing that this stuff may not be combining correctly chemically, it will lessen the intensity of the pain. Link to comment
RelaxByWater84 Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 I like science fiction as well. I really enjoyed "Legend of the Seeker" when it was on. It is on netflix so I can watch anytime I want to on there! Link to comment
chickydoodle Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 Suggested Action Plan: - Change antidepressant. - Write a little in this post everyday. We will check it, continue to respond. - Maybe consider getting a walking aid - to eliminate your perceived disappointement at when people see your face first then your disability. This seems to disappoint you most. Their disappointment that your body doesnt meet the high standards of your face. Maybe if you had a walking aid- people will see your disability straight away and you then do not see their expression change. - There would be a support group for people like you to share your experiences - with humour. Question: Would it be preferrable for you to be an amputee? Link to comment
Angelafire3 Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 Lost are you still there?? I gotta go cook supper for my lil ones, I want you to write back, whether its bad typing or not, and let me knw your there before i can go Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 has anyone spoken to lost in private ? have you lovely people who have been helping him any idea now what is happening , this is a very distressing thread.. lost please look in on us . Link to comment
RelaxByWater84 Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 I haven't. I hope he is not dead. I wish I had a way to get in contact with him. I keep hoping he comes back on the thread. I don't think I could PM him. Link to comment
replytome Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 please answer us... we're very worried here! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 Are you there my friend? Link to comment
chickydoodle Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 Guys, I think , considering the amount of pills he last said he had taken , and if he has flaked out now, it wouldnt have been enough to do the job. At best we can hope he wakes up tomorrow feeling very ill and groggy. This will in itself perhaps distract him from hs plight. If we all send him some light/prayer, then collectively it should help him more than any words. Link to comment
replytome Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 saying that im going to keep looking at his activity and this thread, and hope that he's still alive. Link to comment
chickydoodle Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 Does anyone know if the moderators have the means to access someone's email address and ask the police to trace the home address, then check on that person in theses cases? Link to comment
replytome Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 Does anyone know if the moderators have the means to access someone's email address and ask the police to trace the home address, then check on that person in theses cases? dont know... might be many legalities involved in that... plus the forum is american and he lives in england, but it sure would be worth a try! Can we get the attention of a MODERATOR please? Link to comment
chickydoodle Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 I sent pm to 'HeartGoesOn' as she deleted some posts on this thread so should be keeping an eye on it? Not sure if my pm's ever work. Maybe if someone else does too in case mine doesnt work? Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 I have already contacted a mod earlier in the day. They are keeping an eye on things. Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted January 1, 2012 Share Posted January 1, 2012 I have been in this situation before , but as a mod on another site , we had to call the police for legal reasons , as far as I know we don't have the same laws as holland , but the admin was dutch and legally we had to call the police who then needed to see the thread etc ...then they had to contact the police in the Azores believe or not .... Link to comment
chickydoodle Posted January 1, 2012 Share Posted January 1, 2012 I have already contacted a mod earlier in the day. They are keeping an eye on things. Great. Fingers crossed! Would be nice to hear from him today. Link to comment
LostandUnfound Posted January 1, 2012 Author Share Posted January 1, 2012 felt it was only fair to update you .. thxs for being concerned .. .. but as you can see i failed .. nothing new . ..... lastnight after i left a took a few more pills but after a while my body started to tingle and i thought i must bee close .. then i got the urge to throw up .. i didnt have a choice it just came up a few times .. it was watery with green bits and acidy .. .. after throwing up i went back to the couch feeling bad and passed out .. .. i awoke at 12 today feeling like crap .. fustrated and angry i couldnt do the simplist of things killing myself ... i now feel starnge and there is a slight dull ache in my liver area .. im devasted that i woke up .. just means i didnt do it properly .. its made me more determined to do it right ... . . ... ... Link to comment
catcountry Posted January 1, 2012 Share Posted January 1, 2012 Good morning Lost. I am very glad to read that you are still with us. I've read this entire thread and my wish for the new year is that you won't give up the fight just yet and that you will try this life again. Please go see your doctor again and get a different medication for your depression. Have you attemped to see a councelor? You might be able to have sessions over the telephone...it's always easier to talk to someone about personal things when it's not IN person. Just PLEASE don't give up. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 1, 2012 Share Posted January 1, 2012 We are HAPPY you are alive Lost. Please try and make friends here! There are many who would be friends. Link to comment
chickydoodle Posted January 1, 2012 Share Posted January 1, 2012 Hey there, Great to hear from you. Can you please postpone your plan until you have tried every practical option open to improve your situation. I know you would not want to talk today so just recover and take it easy. However please ponder the fact that however little joy you feel at this time , you know, there are times when you do feel joy. I bet you have some good times with your dog. I remember just lying with my dog on the grass in the dog park every day for 3 days, reading a book. That didnt take two good legs to enjoy and is a fond memory for me . Just having him at times was enough. If there is anything you want anyone to do - to ring or contact anyone on your behalf just send a private email. We are here to help. Please try and accept the help you do find useful and do not hesitate to ask for what you need at this time. Everyone here cares for you. Really believe it. Link to comment
RelaxByWater84 Posted January 1, 2012 Share Posted January 1, 2012 Whewww, thank goodness!! I couldn't sleep last night and kept asking God that you would be alive! So glad you failed, my friend!! I hope to see you back here. Link to comment
Angelafire3 Posted January 1, 2012 Share Posted January 1, 2012 Im very glad to see you've posted Lost =) Link to comment
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