catcountry Posted January 23, 2012 Share Posted January 23, 2012 I really hate coming back here every day...or every other day, at least, hoping to see something from Lost. Where are you man? You have peeps here that care. Come back and talk to us...PLEASE! Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted January 24, 2012 Share Posted January 24, 2012 just looking in on you lost , I don't know you , but I think about you every day and look for you ..I hope when you come back your thread gives you hope , hope that there are people in this world that care how you are and how you feel . ..we all do xx Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted January 28, 2012 Share Posted January 28, 2012 hope your ok lost your in my thoughts Link to comment
jaykiddo Posted January 30, 2012 Share Posted January 30, 2012 I tried to kill myself last year with pills it didnt work I blacked out for three days, had soiled myself and now I cant go out and have drinks without feeling sick cause my stomach lining is corroded....And Im still depressed and I still want to kill myself. Im sorry you feel this way, Im sorry I feel this way. I wish the people were nicer to others not like them you dont have to be physically beautiful to be beautiful on the inside. And no one ever gives us a chance. I finally get to the point that its not us who needs to change but this world. The magazines, the t.v, the famous people even the pornography and sexy single women and men needs to stop because it gives people a sense of security knowing that they will always be able to find someone more good looking and beautiful out there and it rules out the fact that kindness and beauty can be on the inside people dont look for that anymore cause they can find something better to look at online or whatever. If you didnt kill yourself yet I'd like to listen and hear you out and maybe be friends. Looks dont matter to me and I dont make fun of people because Ive been made fun of all my life. I didnt have a disability or anything I am just plain ugly and I have constantly been reminded of my awful appearance by my parents, my significant others, my friends, and my class mates. Being reminded of it makes me nervous in front of people so people automatically assume because of my shyness and inablility to speak up or say anything smart that I am also ugly and stupid. It's tiring and i hate myself and I wish I would have succeeded that night. But since I didnt and I don't like pain I just sleep and keep secluded. I go onto this site rarely cause I like to know that I am not the only one out there that has been affected by this worlds obsession with beauty it at least helps remind me that I am not the only one and sometimes thats the only and best comfort you can get. Link to comment
catcountry Posted February 2, 2012 Share Posted February 2, 2012 I think it's wonderful of you to share your experience and thoughts with Lost...and us. I agree with you that the world of beauty is quite insane. It makes it damn hard for those of us who are of average or less in the "looks" department to even feel like we have a chance at finding someone that can look beyond our apperience and see the true person that lives inside the skin we have been given. Love and hugs to you Jay...and to you Lost. Hope to hear from both of you again on ENA. Link to comment
replytome Posted February 7, 2012 Share Posted February 7, 2012 Lost, I really hope you just forgot about this forum because you're keeping busy... Hope you're good buddy! Link to comment
pippy longstocking Posted February 10, 2012 Share Posted February 10, 2012 hope all is well lost ...thinking of you Link to comment
catcountry Posted April 2, 2013 Share Posted April 2, 2013 I know it's beef quite some time but I was thinking about this guy today. This was his only thread. Has ANYONE heard anything from him? Link to comment
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