hey guys.
This is the first time I have ever posted. In the summer, I was in a relationship which ment everything to me. She made me feel so happy and grateful everytime I saw her and soon after i started to be very dependant on her. In my eyes, she was the perfect girl to me in every way. At the end of the summer, things started to get very bad. We had started arguments over everything and just hurt us both a lot. There were times where we didn't talk and I needed somebody to talk to. I neglected all my friends from my highschool because I wanted to spend all my free time I had to her. The arguments continually happened everytime we were not together and then she started to talk to her ex again. At that moment, I knew I was not the one in her mind anymore. She has been with her ex for three years before me and I was nothing compared to that guy. I felt to cheated and used , but I still wanted her so badly. I know people might thing i'm stupid, but it's just that it's hard to change. I knew that after it was over with her, I had nothing left to be happy for. I gave it all to her. Now i'm in university with not many friends and it's hard to meet people. I am a first year student and not many people want to talk or meet me since i'm still 17. I keep telling myself not to think back or anything, but all the memories I had with her are still in me mind at least once a day. Can people please give me advice on how to forget all this in the past and move on. Should I be the one looking for somebody or should I just wake still somebody comes by. I have a lot of love to give, but no one to give it to. help me...I hate being single and lonely..