dude,,you wrote way 2 much,,
but i know most of all our problems and questions in life are WAY2LONG to get to the point of them in these lil forums,,
All i can say is
BEYOURSELF and fukk everyone else whodont like u for what u are,,or what u,want,, or what u, have!
As i was scamming thru your post it made me remember what hell it was being a teenager,, especially when it comes to girls,and stufff etc.
but the only real advice I can give you is ,,you live and learn and dont do anything to break you from your convictions!!
Now at 16 its hard to tell what convictions you have ,,because Id didnt know mine,, but i wish I wouldve sat down an thought about em! that way I couldnt break em, causeas I look back I see alot of things that I would now call 'convictions or Morals' ,, that a i broke w/o even knowing it or knowing why I did it!!!
I mean I know everyone hears that 'be yourself, stuff and iut gets old,,\
but really thats the only way you'll be happy,, becuase when all is said an done ,you have to put up with yourself