young_girls_suicide

hey, i really need help, i can't take this no longer i've tryed and tryed i have no one to call no friends near by i have NO ONE! all i have got is the computer, i've lost everything, my boyfriend, my friends gave up on me, and my family wouldn't even notice if i wasn't here. and people wonder why i'm upset, i have a track record of being suicidal, i tryed to kill myself and ended up in hospital over 3 times in the past two years and OD all the time, all drugs are removed from my house incase. i had my boyfriend and he was there for me, but then he got taken in by some crap my so called mate was feeding him about her stupid life and he believed it all, and he said 'i'm gonna help her wether you like it, accept that or leave' he knew i could never accept them two, she is a threat to me, and i knew i'ld lose him because of her, and i did, it hurt to think he picked her over me, i loved him soo much but he threw that all away. and now i'm alone, yet again, and no one believes me when i say i really am HURTING all i ever get is ' no one cares' 'shut up' 'stop attention seeking and get on with dieing!' can anyone see how that hurts to feel so alone? cos its the worst feeling in the world, and i can't hack it, 'one more cut will live the rest of my life...' is true, i have sliced up my arms soo much another cut will end me, i nearly got blood poisioning at xmas too because i was cutting with any blade i saw, i have over 52 slits on my left wrist, i can't stop...i don't know what to do everytime i get put down or heartbroken, i add another cut its getting rapidly worse, i won't make it to tomorrow at this rate the blade is just there I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR, WHY LIVE? i will end it tonight, if i don't stop this i don't know what to do- all help appreichiated....

No I Have No One

recently me and my boyfriend had an argument and he left me, and isn't comin back. i am suicidle and goin to kill myself if i don't tell someone why i can't let go or get close to anyone... when i was younger i was abused and i couldn't fight back cos i'm disabled... and i have been hiding it for ages i can't take it nomore, i need help really i do, i've tryed to top myself 4 times in the last year and slit my wrists arms ankles and have cut my face, ima head case please help me see sense you are my only reach , ,, i'm gonna go if i don't get help...

HELP ME PLEASE! my old ways r comin bk i am so scared of starting self harm again but i now have no one because he has left me for good i don't know what to do he can't even be in the same room as me, what shall i do i've been having breakdowns all day i can't hold it together you ppl on ere are all i have now i made my life around him n now hes gone so is my life im so deep in depression im sinking ...

ok we had a row earlier n now he dnt wnt to tlk to mi nomore. ses im depressed too much and he cnt handle it, n now im even wrse n cryin wat shud i do x

any ideas on how i can make it flow more without all th mood ruinnin situations x

yup, thank, i am protecting myself i'm on the pill n he uses condoms... we are both mature enough for this...

i know theres more to me, but i just want to show him i love him more than netink in this world, hes been thru hell n bk with me, i used to self harm ect n it was so tuff on him bt we pulled thru n i just really want to make him proud of me...

hey people, i am in my teen years, but i am mature and have had sexual intercourse and things related to this. it is all good and well but i am disabled and in a wheelchair. i have a problem called Athrogryposis this means (muscel disformatey) my boyfriend enjoys sex with me but i am starting to feel really down about it all, because he would like to explore new things and i would too, but things tend to go wrong a lot and thereforeeee kills the moment completley. and this is getting me depressed and loss of all self confidence, like when we have sex missionary everything is good and goes well but, on valentines day i went to his and his parents went out and he was kissing me on the couch and asked me up to his room so, yer we went to his room but obviously i cant just run up the stairs, i have to go hands and knees, and he was like removing my clothes ect... but it took a few mins to get up the stairs which made me feel worse, then when we got in his room i sat on his bed with him and it kicked off from there, he wanted me to strip but i can't do tht well so we agreed to make it fun and do each other so he took off my remainin layers, and i atempted to make me takin his off 'fun' if you could call it that, i can't really use my arms and shoulders so everything i done went wrong. he didn't mind but i did, i felt useless and horrible. he then wanted to change position while havin sex and that was a mess too, he ses he dont mind but i cnt take how usless and crap i feel, please help me feel better i'm crying out for help here, i feel sick when i look in the mirror i hate the way i am, how can he love me??? i can't do nothing proper/sexi/good x x

well i definatly have a disadvantage lol i'm in a wheelchair and my bf is over 5' and you kno we have never had a problem at all, my first kiss was excellent he just reched and move my head up towards him and we kissed it was soo spesh but yer also sittin over a meal is good x x

maybe try his football team shirt and nothing else, tht turns my man on n he has two things he loves rolled into one (me) n (football) makes me feel sexi ...

yea i really don't agree with that illegal offence, i'm sorry but that needs to stop, that can cause more problems definatley more thn its worth

yer i was 14 took me ages to find the 'one' i wanted to spend my special kiss with, x but wen it feels ready

i agree with the previous people, it's not bad to miss the kiss of the one you love i think it's rather sweet i know it can feel awkward when you are with a group of others to hold hands, kiss ect but yea as they say just pull her away or make an excuse like go somewhere in another direction and just kiss her to show you are missing that kiss and that you love her x

from my personal experience, cutting yourself is a way to release pain, but more importantly a cry for help, just keep reminding your friend how much you care and how much you are there for her. and that you really would like her to stop, it will be very hard and take time but eventally it will get easier, i now draw and write emotional poetry about how i'm feeling and keep a diary this is ways i find that help.. good luck x